toughening me up or breaking me down...

[MamaDuck4]

I got a call from my PCP today and my liver function tests are still throwing out some funky high ast and alt numbers... not from meds this is ongoing since pregnancy (they thought I had hellp ) thennnn my little self (im 4'11 120lbs) has high cholesterol . I don't know whether to laugh at all this or go to bed and cr . Ughhhh. Oh and I applied for disability.

Ok end rant.... how was your day?

[C0urt]

Quack! Quack!

You laugh!

Because trust me, dealing with the disability office later is going to suck. They make it a point to screw with you to make sure you really want it on purpose. So it gets interesting. (I had to run paperwork across town several times and from several places by bicycle. Because I have been asked to bring a doctors note to the local bus line. They threw me off a bus once when I had a seizure on the bus and made me wait for an ambulance in a strange place by myself still postical. But I found out it was faster just to ride a bike everywhere.

So you take the easy choice and you laugh, or some days laugh to keep yourself from crying. :-)

[MamaDuck4]

My bus ppl are actually medical non emergency and wonderful with me.

Im hiring a lawyer. I don't have enough fight to focus on all of that right now. I'm trying to get to the next minute at this point. I have 15 hours of therapy a week and at least 2 other appts a weeks. I'm dragging tghrough. Ya know?