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| Anything positive you can swallow do it. It will save you if even for a minute. A song, a hug, some good food or drink. A walk finally in the sun is very good for depression. Loud music while you are cleaning your house or apartment. Find a reason to be outside. You are all worth it. Say Im proud of my self and I love myself . Give yourself a hug, do the breathing excercises that Bernard talks about and Don't Worry we got your back. I know this was corny. |
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| Nothing is ever corny here... All good suggestions.
__________________ Robin Neurofeedback - Rebecca's Story Feedback Matters- blog Knowledge is power and knowledge shared is power multiplied. -- Bob Noyce |
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| Quote :
__________________ Robin Neurofeedback - Rebecca's Story Feedback Matters- blog Knowledge is power and knowledge shared is power multiplied. -- Bob Noyce |
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Yup, me too.Although, it wasn't when I was a teenager. It was when I was a young mother. I've been on or am on at least 4 of those drugs. HOW DEPRESSING. |
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Am having moredepressive thoughts now than EVER before. I am keeping on trying to pull myself up by my shoelaces for the kids cos they need me. I will NEVER do to them what my dad did to me. My dad had bi-polar disorder and when I was 10 he killed himself, so I know first-hand what it's like to be the child left behind afterwards. BUT I wont say it's easy to stay up-beat when some days it seems like even your own doctors are fighting against you. I am taking a combination of 1200mg/day gabapentin (neurontin) and 75mg/day topamax...Some days all you want to do by the end of them is sit in the corner and cry and scream......... I HATE EPILEPSY!!!!!!!! |
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| Hopefully the doctors will remember to mention this aspect of the medication. I know I never read the box as it was.
__________________ Robin Neurofeedback - Rebecca's Story Feedback Matters- blog Knowledge is power and knowledge shared is power multiplied. -- Bob Noyce |
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| Very good and helpful information.
__________________ Have a good day. Hawke |
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| I am on Tegretol ( carbamazepine ) and since half way through 2007 ive been really depressed and i have had a hard time of things over the past year or so but could taking this be making me worse then i would be if i wasnt on tegretol?? |
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| Robin, Lyrica gave me thoughtsand it was just another on a list of anti-epileptic drugs that did that to me. My neurologist put me on a anti depressant and I took myself of it eventually. Belinda
__________________ (A)abort (B)fail (C)retry (D)throw computer against wall southern and proud of it. I've had a VNS since 2000 |
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| I have wondered too about the medication Ive been taking for 13-14 years, I cant remember exactly. Anyway I filled out this questionaire at the doctors office, it asked questions about depression, anxiety, etc. One of the questions was do you have suicidal thoughts, but wouldnt carry them out? My answer in my head was YES! But I marked "No, I do not have suicidal thoughts." In truth I wouldnt kill myself or consider it, but I do have these thoughts, and frequently. All I ever think is, where do these come from, makes no sense to me because I wouldnt ever do it. I have considered it is from a combo of things, being disconnent with life in general too, I think it all may have to do with how my brain functions, and this duration of my brain being on medication. Yesterday this doctor added another medication, lamictal, that Im going to start here in the next few days. I am going to wait a day or two and cut back on the increased diazepam, as this drug may help in some ways, its not the miracle it used to be when I first began it. In fact in doesnt even feel like the same drug, and it makes me sick. It honestly only works "right" for about 30 minutes, then I feel drugged, sick, etc. Its amazing to me that almost any topic I am going through, feeling, whatever is on this board somewhere! |
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Many of us here have had these thoughts including myself. Not to the point where I would even consider doing it, but the thought just pops in at any given time. It is usually more prevalent when I feel overwhelmed, but can show up at anytime, which makes me feel it is not as much depression related as medication triggered. So many variables in my life to blame it on any one thing. Stay strong and keep up your good attitude. |
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| Well, I've sure had those thoughts. It's in my records as "chronic suicide". Chronic?? |
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| ive had suicidal thoughts and mine were just the fcat that i had E and mine arent under controll either, and have no signs of ever bieng so fra, no med has really been an all rounder for me, non so far have worked, i dont think its the drugm just the dissapointment that i have seziures and what it limits me to do, and the fact there dosent seem to be a light at the end of the tunnel right now, ALTHOUGH i have to say i have improved on "dark thoughts" since being of tegratol, evrything was over dramatised and i felt really inadequate and low XX |
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| hollyking- Although I don't have Epilepsy, I saw the toll it took on my daughter and I can certainly understand your disappointment and depression. Epilepsy not only impacts the person with this disorder, it impacts the entire family. To be a mother and feel so helpless watching your child go through seizures and know that the seizures are not under control is depressing also. Just remember that you have the padded room here to rant about anything you want and we listen and many feel the same pain you do. Also, you have Epilepsy, but Epilepsy does not have you.
__________________ Laura: Mother of Tina 11/30/81 to 8/3/06 (SUDEP). Grandmother of Nicole 8/30/01 complex partial seizures (hereditary), Lamictal"I put my hand in your hand so you know that you are not alone." |
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I don't believe that me having epilepsy effected my entire family when I was growing up much less now.My seizures aren't controlled . My family just liked to say you might have a seizure if I did certain things. It only effects the family if they have the seizures or have had seizures like my husband. Belinda he got control after surgery I didn't.
__________________ (A)abort (B)fail (C)retry (D)throw computer against wall southern and proud of it. I've had a VNS since 2000 |
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| Belinda - My family has been greatly impacted by Epilepsy. I've had to watch my daughter having seizures and I felt so helpless not being able to help her or make these stop. I say the permanent scars in her hands from her nails digging in while seizing. I have had to spend Christmas in the hospital with her because her idiot doctor then put her on her regular dose of meds after she hadn't taken them and she was toxic and ended up with pneunomia. I've had to see her walking into my basement with blood dripping from her face because she had a seizure and she walked to my house because she couldn't drive. Watching her deterioate with all the seizures broke my heart. Seeing her quality of life not what it could be tore me apart. Dealing with all the struggles she went through were my struggles also. Then came the biggest impact ever on my family, I had to bury her at the age of 24 because she died from a seizure. Now, my granddaughter, Nicole, who we adopted has been diagnosed with Epilepsy. As a mother, my children's struggles are also my struggles. When my children hurt, I hurt. When my children are happy, I am happy. I believe your family has been impacted by Epilepsy, it's just not obvious.
__________________ Laura: Mother of Tina 11/30/81 to 8/3/06 (SUDEP). Grandmother of Nicole 8/30/01 complex partial seizures (hereditary), Lamictal"I put my hand in your hand so you know that you are not alone." |
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