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I know that's a weird question. Maybe I am using the wrong word. I just don't feel depressed and yet I have stoped taking care of myself and very basic things with no explanation. I would not be concerned if it was for a few days but it is going on 4 months for some things.
Example: I lost half my income for failing to send in papers. I have not gone to mailbox, or left the house in a month. I have stopped refilling medications and going to doctors.
I find i can't force myself to do ANYTHINGanymore evdn when it puts me at risk not to do so.
I don't know when I have partial seizures so don't know if I'm having them but Ive lost big chunks of time and am dizzy, nauseas and disoriented a lot so may be having them.
Oddly i have not had a tonic clonic or debilitating headache since letting my meds run out.
I live alone and have lost contact with tbe few people left in my life. I would feel too ashamed to tell tbem al this anyway.
I don't feel sick or depressed but my behavoirs say something is very wrong. I used to shower and wash my hair every day and now i stopped that too and can't convince myself to do it or do Anything. Has anyone ever goten like thus?
How did you break out?
I didn't even get scared about this unril today. All ive wkrriex abkut is that the house is eithdr too hot or foo cold or that im eating too much or not eating T all.
I dont know if this started with seizures or if I'm just l lo sing my mind and this is the first dag i even seemed to notice how bad i l let things get.
Example: I lost half my income for failing to send in papers. I have not gone to mailbox, or left the house in a month. I have stopped refilling medications and going to doctors.
I find i can't force myself to do ANYTHINGanymore evdn when it puts me at risk not to do so.
I don't know when I have partial seizures so don't know if I'm having them but Ive lost big chunks of time and am dizzy, nauseas and disoriented a lot so may be having them.
Oddly i have not had a tonic clonic or debilitating headache since letting my meds run out.
I live alone and have lost contact with tbe few people left in my life. I would feel too ashamed to tell tbem al this anyway.
I don't feel sick or depressed but my behavoirs say something is very wrong. I used to shower and wash my hair every day and now i stopped that too and can't convince myself to do it or do Anything. Has anyone ever goten like thus?
How did you break out?
I didn't even get scared about this unril today. All ive wkrriex abkut is that the house is eithdr too hot or foo cold or that im eating too much or not eating T all.
I dont know if this started with seizures or if I'm just l lo sing my mind and this is the first dag i even seemed to notice how bad i l let things get.