Hi... I'm so impressed with this group and how others are coping. I hope I can be as strong.
Before getting diagnosed last week I had already been dealing with major depression mostly because of life regrets. My confidence level was so low and then I get the diagnosis of atonic seizures which means I can just fall again anytime, anywhere.
I'm so fearful of falling again that I'm afraid to leave my house. I'm 53 and a total mess. My husband and I are moving in a new home and I was planning on getting involved in the neighborhood as they have exercise classes but now I'm afraid to participate. I use to enjoy wine but now need to give that up as
well. I'm in a new state that I don't like and I have no close family...just my husband and we have been growing apart. We have no children which is a big regret.
I had thought about adopting before this happened as I would love to provide a home for a child and help them feel save, loved and help them to accomplish their dreams.
My 2 rescue dogs are my only happiness right now.
I hate feeling sorry for myself as I know there are people hurting much more than I am and they manage their lives.
Thanks for listening,
Daisyduke
Before getting diagnosed last week I had already been dealing with major depression mostly because of life regrets. My confidence level was so low and then I get the diagnosis of atonic seizures which means I can just fall again anytime, anywhere.
I'm so fearful of falling again that I'm afraid to leave my house. I'm 53 and a total mess. My husband and I are moving in a new home and I was planning on getting involved in the neighborhood as they have exercise classes but now I'm afraid to participate. I use to enjoy wine but now need to give that up as
well. I'm in a new state that I don't like and I have no close family...just my husband and we have been growing apart. We have no children which is a big regret.
I had thought about adopting before this happened as I would love to provide a home for a child and help them feel save, loved and help them to accomplish their dreams.
My 2 rescue dogs are my only happiness right now.
I hate feeling sorry for myself as I know there are people hurting much more than I am and they manage their lives.
Thanks for listening,
Daisyduke