Thank you, Nakamova. My little pet meant the world to me and now his brother is left on his own too. I feel as though I am grieving for the two of us.
Yes I have been getting auras most days. Night times being the worst, especially the night of my little one passing away. The aura lasted for around an hour. Not good.

My night time pattern is very strange. I would like to say I am getting enough sleep, though know I’m not i.e. I go to bed around 10.45pm (tried going to bed earlier). I seem to be in a daze up until 12 midnight. I can’t believe every time I look at the clock its bang on 12 midnight. Then I seem to wake up at 1am or/and 2am and that’s when I get the weird auras. I then wake up at around 5am. Just lately I seem to be getting auras whist getting ready, the normal bright light (e.g. zig zag but mine are more like a mini hurricane at the side of one of my eyes which lasts a few seconds). During the days I am just not feeling right especially my eyes even though my eyesight is good - still get the odd aura. My head just feels out of it / slightly giddy. I find concentrating is hard. I am doing things at work which I swore I did but haven’t i.e. on Friday I left the fan heater on which I swore I turned off (even have a big notice on my desk to remind me) so walked into work this morning to find a telling off letter on my desk from my manager. I went to my monthly epilepsy group on Saturday and they told me how tired I looked. Just not sure what all this means.

To me it means a tonic-clonic is on its way

but on the other hand I could just be worrying over nothing because I am now on tablets.
Thank you for your advice. My family have told me I should have a day off/sick but I am worried what work will say. There are already roomers going around about other people have time off sick and the comments aren't nice.