Firstly, I have never found anyone that has experienced this type of thing. When I told my neuroligist, he just looked at me like i was crazy and said he did not understand what i was refering to, and he has never heard of it; however, I did read that it seems similar to the 'psyhic' symptoms of a simple partial seizure. He is supposed to be the top specialist in both migraines and seizures.
I have had this condition since i was 6 years old and only developed into a full seizure (i.e. loss of consiousness and convulsions) when i was 15. I am hoping someone can explain this and/or someone else has experienced the same.
It begins with flashing lights in my field of vision. The only way i can discribe it is like when you press on a calculator and u see those colors. it pulsates and flashes. It moves as it does this from one side of my vision to the other then begins at the other side. this continues through the entire experience, however, within a short time i am completely blinded by this. This is where it gets strange. After about a minute or two I start having flashbacks which consist of certain events from my life. When this happens I feel as if i am actually there and not in the present. After that memory finishes, I return to the present with yet another strange symptom. To me, it seems like a million people talking all at once about different things and is very hard to filter out.
when this happens i can respond and am aware, athough still blinded, of my surroundings of the present and people around me; however, I am not aware when i relive events from my life. Every time this happens, it is usually the same specific memories i relive. This lasts, I am guessing, for about an hour. After which my vision is a little fuzzy and i have a massive headache for days. When I was 15, within a minute of this starting i would go into a full seizure. this happens 1 out of 4 times now when this occurs. Has anyone else experienced something similar to this?? Any help would be really appreciated. sorry, in advance, for the long story.
I have had this condition since i was 6 years old and only developed into a full seizure (i.e. loss of consiousness and convulsions) when i was 15. I am hoping someone can explain this and/or someone else has experienced the same.
It begins with flashing lights in my field of vision. The only way i can discribe it is like when you press on a calculator and u see those colors. it pulsates and flashes. It moves as it does this from one side of my vision to the other then begins at the other side. this continues through the entire experience, however, within a short time i am completely blinded by this. This is where it gets strange. After about a minute or two I start having flashbacks which consist of certain events from my life. When this happens I feel as if i am actually there and not in the present. After that memory finishes, I return to the present with yet another strange symptom. To me, it seems like a million people talking all at once about different things and is very hard to filter out.
when this happens i can respond and am aware, athough still blinded, of my surroundings of the present and people around me; however, I am not aware when i relive events from my life. Every time this happens, it is usually the same specific memories i relive. This lasts, I am guessing, for about an hour. After which my vision is a little fuzzy and i have a massive headache for days. When I was 15, within a minute of this starting i would go into a full seizure. this happens 1 out of 4 times now when this occurs. Has anyone else experienced something similar to this?? Any help would be really appreciated. sorry, in advance, for the long story.
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