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[Katz]

Cool you mean you can curse here.
I think I might decide to stay after all usually I leave a place after they decide to jump on me over something stupid since I don't get paid to behave so why stay in a place you aren't paid to be in if they are going to be jerks about the whole thing. I walked out on the epilepsy project because I was tired of their garbage and decided that I was better off with no support at all if that was the way they were going to be. They didn't have a sense of humor and didn't like me at all so I decided to just walk out and leave entirely. Before I left I wrote a post telling those who were treated badly that they could leave and get better services else where because whenever someone treats me badly I always try to hurt them as much as I possibly can so then they will learn that I can hurt them more than they can possibly hurt me and that I do not care what happens after someone gets my goat or I lose my temper. Just because you have epilepsy doesn't give them the right to treat you like crap and if it happens again here then I'll do the same thing I did the last time because nothing gives anyone the right to abuse anyone. I won't stand for any of it anymore and I've been abused like this all my life I'm just not going to take it off anyone anymore. From experience I've learned to stop the abuse you have to take a stand and maybe break a few heads or frighten a few people. Or walk out and leave if you can't do anything about it. I am not desperate or weak enough to tolerate any junk and you should remember that I'm not a victim I refuse to be and I won't be a victim of epilepsy either or any who would abuse me. If ya'll have a problem with that or my attitude then that's just too bad.

[Bernard]

Well, abuse is a door that swings both ways. We're pretty laid back here at CWE, but there are limits. See this thread for an explanation of our moderating M.O..

[Katz]

Uses the door to walk out of this place and decides she simply doesn't need anyone anymore and that she hates Benard and wants nothing further to do with this whole thing. *carelessly throwing a live grenade after pulling the pin it lands by the door to blow it up and hopes a fragment ends up in Bernard.* Because she just doesn't care what happens anymore to her or anyone else. Just decides this whole stupid thing was simply a bad idea. The whole thing is just a waste of my time get dressed out deal with the garbage and remember no one cares about your problems. So who cares anyway eventually she'll die from CHF (Congestive heart failure and I just have to ignore her until then.

I don't need no damn help since I haven't been able to find any and the good lord usually provides so I must not need it then I've decided not to bother with looking for help because it is pointless. Just take the meds and sit my term. Were you waiting for a chance to get me because if you were then it's pointless? So take it and stick it I really do not care anymore. You sound like my parents and I decided after they did that I just didn't love them and looking back on my childhood I never did it took the seizure to make me reach this unhappy conclusion and I sometimes wonder if I'm capable of love. Yet it doesn't matter anyways. I just don't need it or anyone at all I just need to stop hurting get well get to October get my life back. I do not need anyone and to hell with this place. I don't care what happens since I wasn't in control of any of this then why the frack should I care? Nothing is under my control second time didn't work so it is obvious being involved with a support group is just a waste of my time. That was quick I finished with you in a month usually it takes longer than that to decide a group is just useless. I'm done and I'm not going to bother with getting anyhelp from anyone because it never did work they either judge me or hurt me inside and you've managed to do both. So I'm finished I want nothing more to do with any of you because I have enough problems already.

[speber]

Cool you mean you can curse here...

If it weren't meaning to harm others feelings maybe.

I hope things straighten up for you.

Peace
Speber

[Bernard]

... either judge me or hurt me inside and you've managed to do both.

I'm sorry you feel that way Katz. All I asked (via PM) was for you to refrain from talking about murder or hurting people. It's a perfectly reasonable request:

I appreciate that you have a strong spirit and are very angry at your grandmother/situation, but I would like to caution you to please refrain from posting about your desire to murder or harm people in the forum. We're pretty laid back here, but that is over the line for our comfort zone.

This forum is for peer support in navigating the waters of Epilepsy. We created the Padded Room forum for folks to vent about things, but please use discretion. Thanks for understanding.