Rant!

[AmyMelissa]

I havn't been on here in so long the past couple of days have been roaming around the place again. and am in need of letting off some steam! I dont know where to start so......my x bf lied to me to get me into bed with him he told me he broke up with his gf. thought i tried to split them up. hasnt spoken to me in months. hates me. i have done everything. i even made a dick of myself on you tube making a video to him. he doesnt even care.

I have just broken down the past few days crying for no reason dont know what to do with myself have no motivation or energy and just arggghhhh need to scream !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i keep having seizures at work as well i think it might be something to do with the lights but its soo annoying when im serving customers and just fall over !!!