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I'm 31 and have had seizures since i was 10 i have complex partial seizures and have my seizures when I fall asleep and wake up and sometimes in the middle of the night. So i dont get much sleep. I also occasionally have them during the day not that often though maybe 1 or 2 times a week during the day but every night. I take 3 medications keppra 1000 mg zone gran 300 mg and lamicatal 800 mg a day. I also have a VNS implant which was just put in I,ve been on several different drugs tegreta, depakote,dilatine, neurontine, Paxel, fenobarbatal which was taken off the market. And am now looking into a euoropean drug When I have a seizure it feels like I'm helpless almost in a comma I know exactly what's going on around me. You could even say a math problem and I could give you the answer I just can't talk or control my body its like looking through someone else's eyes and my body jerks to one side. For about 45 seconds its so embarassing I really don't think there every going to be under control. I've fought the good fight I guess I just want to hear someone has it worse. I know that makes me a bad person but I need to know that it's not that bad