I am a 47 yo mother of three children and one daughter has petit Mal and my oldest daughter has grand mal seizures at least one per week. Though has had severe clusters many times also. How do you cope with this without going over the edge? My entire family has emotional problems and jump at any sound resembling a scream or a fall. I will wake from a deep sleep and fly to her so fast that I usually catch her before she gets injured now because of the guilt I feel if she gets hurt cause I don't make it in time. Then I shake and cry for awhile. You would think that after 8 years of this I would be more used to it. The pain of this seems so unbearable at times and makes me angry and depressed. I was glad to find this site in hopes that talking to others that are going through the same things might help me to learn better coping skills for this if that is possible.