So I have had siezures about 8 years now. i have not been diagnosed with epilepsy, instead the say it is a "siezure disorder". in 2002 I had major head tramua in a car accident and within a year 1/2 I developed siezures. They ONLY happen when I sleep. So now here's the dilemma. In 2008 I had my last seizure, that is until 2 weeks ago. I have been on Lamictal for about 5 years now. I actually had gotten to a point where I had forgotten all about it! 3 years is a LONG time to go. So then 2 weeks ago I had what felt like the WORST one I have ever had. I have been religious with my meds, and trying to be better about excersizing to destress. However, I have been having panic attacks. Not to mention I am AFRAID to go to sleep. I know this behavior is NOT going to help my scenario, but I am having such a hard time dealing with this. I know I have had some petit mal seizures since. Only thing that has changed is that I have a 3 year old. My husband works nights so this is adding to my stress level. I think about what the heck I'd do if i have a siezure in the middle of the night and I am the only one at home with my 3 year old and she needs something... Long story short. any advice on how to deal with the anxiety?