Fisheriam24
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Hello to everyone. I never thought of looking for a forum for epilepsy before and you would figure after so many years I would have done it already. I have two different types of seizures. Grandmal seizures and partial seizures. It obviously hurts me to have seizures because it's not something that ever gave me happiness besides... Maybe ohh I made it threw the day or even week with no episodes. Though why in the hell am I having seizures?! I've been to many neurologist before from WVU to Nashville to Army doctors to well anyone I can beg for an answer why. Seems terrible but sometimes I just wish I have a tumor or something to be able to attempt to stop having seizures. My EEG's are constant seizure activity but no pin point or any clue on whats wrong with me. I've been put to sleep then woke up, flashing lights in my face going a million miles a minute, hearing, food, no inflammation, no poison, ph balance is normal, diets normal, no infections, and keeping stress to a minimum but no freakin answer. One of my neurologist told me I'm going to die one day if I don't watch what I do. Like swimming in the pool, taking a bath, being on a ladder, riding a lawn mower and the list continues in front of my husband who had never seen me have a seizure before let alone anyone. Lets say he has been trying to make the house seizure proof and threaten me with a life jacket in our pool as well as arm floaties. NOT JOKING! I just feel like a burden with this "disease". Cyphering threw my horrible grammar and terrible points I guess the question to ask is am I alone on this? I feel alone.