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Hello all,
I'm here because I need to vent to people who truly understand what I'm saying. I've had epilepsy since I'm 15. I have ridden the medication merry go round, been for the surgical rule out, had the vns. I have a wonderful husband and two great kids. I don't need a pep talk or my sister saying "what did you expect?" I need to talk to the people who understand my gnawing frustration, hear theirs and justify to myself that we are not crazy. We are angry, a little broken but definitely not nuts. I'm afraid to go back to work. The last two times I did ended badly. :horse: at the same time, I don't want to be defeated. 26 years of my life have been hijacked. Things are quiet, very few seizures. Lots f action, lots of seizures. But my mind wastes away to nothingness. Rotting from lack of use, while my degrees decay on the wall. I Hate Epilepsy.
I'm here because I need to vent to people who truly understand what I'm saying. I've had epilepsy since I'm 15. I have ridden the medication merry go round, been for the surgical rule out, had the vns. I have a wonderful husband and two great kids. I don't need a pep talk or my sister saying "what did you expect?" I need to talk to the people who understand my gnawing frustration, hear theirs and justify to myself that we are not crazy. We are angry, a little broken but definitely not nuts. I'm afraid to go back to work. The last two times I did ended badly. :horse: at the same time, I don't want to be defeated. 26 years of my life have been hijacked. Things are quiet, very few seizures. Lots f action, lots of seizures. But my mind wastes away to nothingness. Rotting from lack of use, while my degrees decay on the wall. I Hate Epilepsy.