I'm ashamed to say that I'm almost 43 yrs. old and have not accomplished anything. maybe because I'm wearing my feelings on my shoulder and people can see it a mile away. I can't keep friends because I'm misunderstood and nobody understands my language. (so I'm told) they tell me to grow up. but nobody bothers to lead the way, they are mighty good at pointing out my faults and and bad habits along with the way I should act, without a loving shoulder to cry on, no hugs anywhere to be found. "I love you' is not in there vocabulary, nor is I'm sorry to be found either. I'm finding it harder and harder each day I breathe to cope or deal with , for my emotions are so overwhelming. I pray everyday and ask God to take these bad feelings away, but they are still there. I want them to go away because they are destroying my life and I don't know of happiness. heard of it, I believe it exist! I do... I believe in true love, though I've never met him. I try so hard to be a good person...I just am too emotional. sorry so long guys, but I really hurt and just wanted to cry again. plz. pray 4 me. ty..