Over the past year,my Dr. has been experimenting with my medication. Short and sweet, I was increased on Keppra and added Vimpat, and gradually increasing the dosage on both.
It's been hard to get to the point where my seizures are controlled and the current combination of the two seems to be working. However, over the past year I have been so...out of it,for lack of a better way to describe it, that I got used to feeling that way. My social anxiety went through the roof and I started dissociating to keep from having panic attacks. Basically it feels like my mind is not in my body and I'm controlling my body from a distance. Voices are far off and since I'm not there I am not panicking. I hope this makes sense.
Anyway,sometimes I am clear headed and it's getting to where being clear headed is uncomfortable for me. So occasionally I try and do things to purposefully lower my seizure threshold to get that out of it feeling. Has anyone else felt this way? It's so weird.
It's been hard to get to the point where my seizures are controlled and the current combination of the two seems to be working. However, over the past year I have been so...out of it,for lack of a better way to describe it, that I got used to feeling that way. My social anxiety went through the roof and I started dissociating to keep from having panic attacks. Basically it feels like my mind is not in my body and I'm controlling my body from a distance. Voices are far off and since I'm not there I am not panicking. I hope this makes sense.
Anyway,sometimes I am clear headed and it's getting to where being clear headed is uncomfortable for me. So occasionally I try and do things to purposefully lower my seizure threshold to get that out of it feeling. Has anyone else felt this way? It's so weird.