I saw my psychiatrist today. She was a medical doctor and has spent a lot of time studying TLE. I was telling her about these experiences of mine, where I sit down at my computer to touch type as I ordinarily would, and will confidently hammer away at the keys thinking I'm typing the sentence that I'm intending to but it literally comes out like this "skldjrfofwier oiewrj wlkerj." She explained it to me. She says I'm having automatisms, and that they happen directly after I have absence seizures.
I always thought of automatisms as being in a fugue state or in the middle of a partial where you fiddle with your clothes and so forth, but with these typing spells, I really think I'm normal. I have the sentence in my head and I know exactly what I want to type. It feels as though my brain isn't connecting to my fingers. I also have less severe ones where I almost type the word I want to but not quite, which becomes embarrassing sometimes with all my editor friends correcting me on Facebook. I was curious to know how you had experienced automatisms and whether you had them following a seizure or directly after a seizure?
I always thought of automatisms as being in a fugue state or in the middle of a partial where you fiddle with your clothes and so forth, but with these typing spells, I really think I'm normal. I have the sentence in my head and I know exactly what I want to type. It feels as though my brain isn't connecting to my fingers. I also have less severe ones where I almost type the word I want to but not quite, which becomes embarrassing sometimes with all my editor friends correcting me on Facebook. I was curious to know how you had experienced automatisms and whether you had them following a seizure or directly after a seizure?