Rae1889
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Okay. BAD weekend. *there was another word I was going to use for that but decided that it would be best to keep it an understatement* I had a seizure, friday, saturday, and sunday. Skipped work monday cuz I felt terrible, but had a nagging feeling to come in today, turns out my controller is away.
I hurt alot. like straight to the bones. Hot shower and hot baths dont work. the friday seizure wasnt too bad. I could barely even call it a seizure. does 30 seconds count??? it wasnt violent either.
Saturdays was in the back seat of our car driving home from brandon to dunrea. We had supper at his sisters new apartment. She made some Curry Vindaloo and it was great. but She used flour to thicken it. and that didnt react so well with me. She felt so bad because she had planned the entire meal gluten free for me, and then when it wasnt thick enough, she put in white flour and forgot.
Within half an hour of eating it I felt odd. It was snowing colours in her living room. like the left over visual of a camera flash. I had some myoclonics and a few staring spells. They *Jacquie, Jeremy her boyfriend, Scott and Chad* were all telling me I looked really realy bad. I was sweating and really warm to the touch, so instead of going to a movie after, we went back to his parents place. its about a 45-1 hour drive back there, so layed down in the back seat.
Chad then said that I started making funny noises and when he checked on me I was just starting into a Tonic Clonic. This was the first one Scott got to see up close and personal. No adults, and he had to do all the work while Chad drove to find a place to pull over. I had a big tonic cry, kicked my legs out into the car door and had somehow twisted the seat belt around my neck. I chewed my tongue enough to make it bleed pretty bad, and Scott had to dodge my jerks to get the seatbelt away from my neck.
It lasted about 4 minutes. a long one hasnt happened in so long. then I slept for about 10 minutes and when I woke up I had no idea where I was and wanted to leave. But then calmed down and stared out the baack windsheild completely facing it at the stars and the road until I fell asleep again.
Chad said that when he got home, Scott said he would collect the stuff and Chad could collet me. then we got inside, Scott was in the washroom, I went pee and came out he was gone!!! I felt terrible after Chad told me that I had a nasty violent seizure in front of him, I think I terrified him really bad.
I couldnt look at him the next morning. I hid. I am so embarrased and upset at myself. I know how he must feel. It would be like the same as me feeling for him after his accident. I just couldnt talk or look at him. he didnt either as far as I could tell from my quick glances.
The seizure sunday was short, probably from teh stress of being around Scott.
I still feel terrible
I hurt alot. like straight to the bones. Hot shower and hot baths dont work. the friday seizure wasnt too bad. I could barely even call it a seizure. does 30 seconds count??? it wasnt violent either.
Saturdays was in the back seat of our car driving home from brandon to dunrea. We had supper at his sisters new apartment. She made some Curry Vindaloo and it was great. but She used flour to thicken it. and that didnt react so well with me. She felt so bad because she had planned the entire meal gluten free for me, and then when it wasnt thick enough, she put in white flour and forgot.
Within half an hour of eating it I felt odd. It was snowing colours in her living room. like the left over visual of a camera flash. I had some myoclonics and a few staring spells. They *Jacquie, Jeremy her boyfriend, Scott and Chad* were all telling me I looked really realy bad. I was sweating and really warm to the touch, so instead of going to a movie after, we went back to his parents place. its about a 45-1 hour drive back there, so layed down in the back seat.
Chad then said that I started making funny noises and when he checked on me I was just starting into a Tonic Clonic. This was the first one Scott got to see up close and personal. No adults, and he had to do all the work while Chad drove to find a place to pull over. I had a big tonic cry, kicked my legs out into the car door and had somehow twisted the seat belt around my neck. I chewed my tongue enough to make it bleed pretty bad, and Scott had to dodge my jerks to get the seatbelt away from my neck.
It lasted about 4 minutes. a long one hasnt happened in so long. then I slept for about 10 minutes and when I woke up I had no idea where I was and wanted to leave. But then calmed down and stared out the baack windsheild completely facing it at the stars and the road until I fell asleep again.
Chad said that when he got home, Scott said he would collect the stuff and Chad could collet me. then we got inside, Scott was in the washroom, I went pee and came out he was gone!!! I felt terrible after Chad told me that I had a nasty violent seizure in front of him, I think I terrified him really bad.
I couldnt look at him the next morning. I hid. I am so embarrased and upset at myself. I know how he must feel. It would be like the same as me feeling for him after his accident. I just couldnt talk or look at him. he didnt either as far as I could tell from my quick glances.
The seizure sunday was short, probably from teh stress of being around Scott.
I still feel terrible
