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Since I was alittle girl, before a seizure would start, I always felt like I was being passed down by people. It was a weird feeling. There would be times I would get that funny feeling that I didnt feel right, then Id get this vision stuck in my head of this long line of people, taking me, and passing me down, one by one.... thats all I recall prior to the seizure starting. Once I came to, my mom said I would either have a complex partial seizure or a grand mal seizure. I just wondered if this was something that was normal or common with people who are dx'd with Temporal Lobe Epilepsy?
I havnt had that feeling for years now. Gosh I was probably in my teens.....
But I was thinking back and remembering what it was I was feeling or doing prior to the seizure starting.
Now when I have a seizure, I have simple partial seizures. Im consious of whats going on prior, during and after a seizure. To be honest, Id rather not have to feel what is going on, and even be aware. The feeling of something "bad" thats going to happen... along with the heart racing, sudden sense of fear or sadness, the feeling in my stomach like i want to throw up, and the pins and needles attacking my body... then comes to stiffness and jerking movements. Just going through that, and being able to hear what others are telling you, and you cant do anything til the stupid seizure is over, is just something I hate. I literally hate it. Im so afraid my neuro is going to suggest trying to get off of the keppra xr next month when I see him. I dont want to go through those again. Thats the last thing I want. The Keppra xr has been holding me over good. I just pray he leaves me on this and doesnt want to try again to come off the medication.
I havnt had that feeling for years now. Gosh I was probably in my teens.....
But I was thinking back and remembering what it was I was feeling or doing prior to the seizure starting.
Now when I have a seizure, I have simple partial seizures. Im consious of whats going on prior, during and after a seizure. To be honest, Id rather not have to feel what is going on, and even be aware. The feeling of something "bad" thats going to happen... along with the heart racing, sudden sense of fear or sadness, the feeling in my stomach like i want to throw up, and the pins and needles attacking my body... then comes to stiffness and jerking movements. Just going through that, and being able to hear what others are telling you, and you cant do anything til the stupid seizure is over, is just something I hate. I literally hate it. Im so afraid my neuro is going to suggest trying to get off of the keppra xr next month when I see him. I dont want to go through those again. Thats the last thing I want. The Keppra xr has been holding me over good. I just pray he leaves me on this and doesnt want to try again to come off the medication.