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Hey Guys, sorry if I don't make sense and ramble..still feel weird
I woke up at about 2:50 a.m. with me weird nocturnal seizures..they are awful because they continue for a long time and my breathing feels so weird and shallow and screwed up. I will feel teerible today(EAster) which stinks! Very wiped out. I am having a hard time typing and going back and fixing my typing I feel slowed. I second guess everything after these spells...if my typing is screwed up I don't doubt it..I keep having to fix everything. I am still not fully onto the lamictal. just please tell me it'll get better..I know life's turns are unknowing..and things pop up..I just wish I would stabilize a bit. I have alot of inner feelings and was talking to my husband earlier,,I alwyas feel in my gut there is more undiagnosed..autoimmune else?? Strong family history..have gone for yrs. with alot of things and Drs. checking..it can be yrs. sometimes to get dxed and I always carry that worry. Sometimes I just leave it and don't worry because I know it is in Gods hands, but when I feel really awful of course the worry is there and worse. Most of the time I handle it well ..it's just the bad times..I have had alot over the yrs. then I know it is nothing compared to some people with a lifetime of horrible things. I just needed to unload all of my burdens and get them off my chest. Maybe I did too much today. I ,may try to rest more..I wish I had more cut and dried answers but the neuros office and epileptologist said my case is unusual and not the typical basic seizures if there is such thing?? They all suck and are weird.
Thanks for my ramble and Happy Easter!!God bless all of you!! No surise mass for me..I hate missing out on things and the unknown of how I will feel on a daily basis.
I knowI sound like a real baskety case..if you knew me..I am like your regular soccer Mom. And pretty put together. DO you ever just say why me?? But then why not I guess.. everyone has some burden in life at some point.
Michelle
I woke up at about 2:50 a.m. with me weird nocturnal seizures..they are awful because they continue for a long time and my breathing feels so weird and shallow and screwed up. I will feel teerible today(EAster) which stinks! Very wiped out. I am having a hard time typing and going back and fixing my typing I feel slowed. I second guess everything after these spells...if my typing is screwed up I don't doubt it..I keep having to fix everything. I am still not fully onto the lamictal. just please tell me it'll get better..I know life's turns are unknowing..and things pop up..I just wish I would stabilize a bit. I have alot of inner feelings and was talking to my husband earlier,,I alwyas feel in my gut there is more undiagnosed..autoimmune else?? Strong family history..have gone for yrs. with alot of things and Drs. checking..it can be yrs. sometimes to get dxed and I always carry that worry. Sometimes I just leave it and don't worry because I know it is in Gods hands, but when I feel really awful of course the worry is there and worse. Most of the time I handle it well ..it's just the bad times..I have had alot over the yrs. then I know it is nothing compared to some people with a lifetime of horrible things. I just needed to unload all of my burdens and get them off my chest. Maybe I did too much today. I ,may try to rest more..I wish I had more cut and dried answers but the neuros office and epileptologist said my case is unusual and not the typical basic seizures if there is such thing?? They all suck and are weird.
Thanks for my ramble and Happy Easter!!God bless all of you!! No surise mass for me..I hate missing out on things and the unknown of how I will feel on a daily basis.
I knowI sound like a real baskety case..if you knew me..I am like your regular soccer Mom. And pretty put together. DO you ever just say why me?? But then why not I guess.. everyone has some burden in life at some point.
Michelle