I have been running my writing company from home for 13 years. Recently, business has slowed down. In addition to continually looking for more clients, I decided to look for a part time job outside the house. I ended up applying for a full time editor job (outside the home). I recently heard back from the company, and they want to go to the next step in the application process.
I am grateful that they are considering me, but I am also afraid. 1. I don't know why I applied for a full time job when that was never my intention. 2. I have no motivation to learn anything new.
In addition, I've been having recent bouts of depression (although I am on an anti-depressant). I really feel like a mess right now. I am usually very decisive, but I feel so lost.
Please share if you have any suggestions about what I should do. Thank you!!
I am grateful that they are considering me, but I am also afraid. 1. I don't know why I applied for a full time job when that was never my intention. 2. I have no motivation to learn anything new.
In addition, I've been having recent bouts of depression (although I am on an anti-depressant). I really feel like a mess right now. I am usually very decisive, but I feel so lost.
Please share if you have any suggestions about what I should do. Thank you!!