Hello everyone!
Just a quick background on me...after my health insurance (through work) switched to a high deductible plan, and after several years of trying to find a good neuro, I will confess that I gave up and went off meds completely.
I know, not a good idea, so last month I finally gave in and found a new neuro. He was actually someone I'd seen before (and liked) and with my husband now retired, we decided it was worth the one hour drive to him.
He put me on Vimpat. 100 mg twice a day to start. So far, no tonic clonic seizures (most of my seizures seem to happen at night). But, I feel "worn out" if that makes sense. As an example, I went to sleep on Saturday at 11 pm, and woke up at 9 am and yet I felt like I'd gotten no sleep! I do have very vivid dreams and nightmares, and have always had trouble falling asleep quickly no matter how tired I am.
It's becoming frustrating mainly because I find myself wanting to nap all day long, and not feeling refreshed if I do nap. I have a secondary issue of being somewhat overweight, but for over two months have been reducing my calories and working to lose weight. So, I don't have a high-fat diet or a diet that would encourage my body to slow down.
I have my next appointment next month, I've been on Vimpat nearly 2 months now. I've been on so many meds, I don't want to knock the Vimpat if ultimately it does work well for me. At least with it (unlike other drugs) I don't feel quite like a zombie. I do have vision issues with it (which I saw was a side effect). The worst thing, like I said, is how tired I am all the time. I find myself feeling very depressed and very anxious/angry, which I can't tell if it's because I feel so tired, then I get mad at myself because I don't want to be active, or if it is a side effect in and of itself.
I work from home, so I do feel more pressure to always be "on call" and I honestly haven't taken a real vacation or time off in a long time. So, maybe it (honestly) is my body saying I need a true break from everything. But, it just feels strange that no matter what (even after weekends off) I feel so worn out and tired.
Any insight would be greatly appreciated!!!
Just a quick background on me...after my health insurance (through work) switched to a high deductible plan, and after several years of trying to find a good neuro, I will confess that I gave up and went off meds completely.
I know, not a good idea, so last month I finally gave in and found a new neuro. He was actually someone I'd seen before (and liked) and with my husband now retired, we decided it was worth the one hour drive to him.
He put me on Vimpat. 100 mg twice a day to start. So far, no tonic clonic seizures (most of my seizures seem to happen at night). But, I feel "worn out" if that makes sense. As an example, I went to sleep on Saturday at 11 pm, and woke up at 9 am and yet I felt like I'd gotten no sleep! I do have very vivid dreams and nightmares, and have always had trouble falling asleep quickly no matter how tired I am.
It's becoming frustrating mainly because I find myself wanting to nap all day long, and not feeling refreshed if I do nap. I have a secondary issue of being somewhat overweight, but for over two months have been reducing my calories and working to lose weight. So, I don't have a high-fat diet or a diet that would encourage my body to slow down.
I have my next appointment next month, I've been on Vimpat nearly 2 months now. I've been on so many meds, I don't want to knock the Vimpat if ultimately it does work well for me. At least with it (unlike other drugs) I don't feel quite like a zombie. I do have vision issues with it (which I saw was a side effect). The worst thing, like I said, is how tired I am all the time. I find myself feeling very depressed and very anxious/angry, which I can't tell if it's because I feel so tired, then I get mad at myself because I don't want to be active, or if it is a side effect in and of itself.
I work from home, so I do feel more pressure to always be "on call" and I honestly haven't taken a real vacation or time off in a long time. So, maybe it (honestly) is my body saying I need a true break from everything. But, it just feels strange that no matter what (even after weekends off) I feel so worn out and tired.
Any insight would be greatly appreciated!!!