yesterday I had worse aura you can get I was on floor screaming and three neighbours heard me and came running in during the aura I had vague memory telling them I in crap marrage and sleep in different part of house I thought I was dead just awful now I feel mortified.they promis not tell husband but what you guess he met all three of them in shop asking how I was.Came home asked me why everyone world his wife asking how I was so told him he mortified cos my house like shit tip.One of people someone I had row with week before I told her piss off in that row yesterday and here she is holding my hand on floor.THINK be mortified for life can't face people.Got that sick feeling all noted up in stomack not sure if results of aura yrsterday or mortfiedation.Top it all the sz were little ticks lasting seconds so I am told/ANYONE ELSE HAD happened to them how you handle the coping with people who seen it and perfect stranger came in had to beg not get ambulrnce/IN MANY WYS WISH I HAD BIG sz and remained in status for a year cant be as bad as I feel now