I just read your question about brain surgery, bless you, it sounds like you are scared, but then who wouldn't be?! I've had two lots of brain surgery now, once in 1999 and again in 2008, so being honest, there are no guarantees that it can work for everyone, they say epilepsy can never be cured, only controlled, all I can say is that it has improved things for me by at least 75% But, and the big but is, that it still controls my life to a certain extent, by not allowing me to have a driving license, and here in the UK, no license, and life can be difficult, as public transport is pretty bad over here!
Only 4-5% of people with epilepsy will be suitable for surgery,and have to have a focus on their brain, the doctors have to know whereabouts your seizures are starting in the brain, so when I was told that I was suitable in 1999 to have a Temporal Lesionectomy on the right temporal lobe, I couldn't really say no, when there were others in the hospital with me, who were told no, they couldn't have it, I felt quite honoured. I guess everyone wants to know if it hurts, and yes, it hurts, but nowhere near as bad as you would imagine, I was five years seizure free, which was fantastic, then for some reason, nobody has ever really been able to tell me why, my simple and complex partials started again. I developed what they call Hippocampal Sclerosis, and had further surgery a Right Temporal Resection in 2008, I asked the doc would he put a zip in my head, just in case I was back again five years later??!! Yes, it hurt, but seriously, the pain management these hospitals offer nowadays soon sorts the pain out. Messes your hi-lights up though!!
I really just have mainly cluster seizures now, but I think anyone on here would agree that stress and worry can aggravate our epilepsy, and 2011 has not been good for me, I've had a few Atonic seizures,or Drop Attacks as they are also known, so, I wish I could tell you that surgery cures it for us all , god I wish I could, but I just try and keep positive, and I have a friend who is ill with cancer and so incredibly strong and positive, it helps me!
If you get the chance for surgery, the wonderful folk on here will help you, and I try not to be too dramatic about my surgeries, every human being is different, there are risks with every type of surgery, having the anaesthetic itself is a risk!! All the best to you!!
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