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In advance; sorry I write so much before I get to the point! I tend to over-tell stories when it comes to medical stuff, as I'm afraid of leaving out important details, but you seem like a forgiving bunch 
So I had a good streak going of no true seizures for a little over a month, which is great, considering that previously they were happening ever couple of days, multiple times within those days, with a TON of anxiety issues that have all but disappeared. I've had some mild activity...hard to describe...not really auras, just feeling off, but a solid month plus of no seizures.
About a month ago, I had a rough experience with Zonegran: when I increased it to 150 mg per day from 100, I had 4 major seizures in two days with no warning whatsoever, which I'm positive was the drug, as I ALWAYS have warnings. As soon as I decreased the medicine, the problems went away. That was the last time I had major issues. About 2 1/2 weeks ago, I started out on Vimpat. I'm still on too low of a dose for it to be doing much (75 mg/day) but I think, in my head (pardon the expression,) I've already convinced myself it's doing/will be shortly doing wonders. At the very least, I've felt no side effects from it.
I was just thinking yesterday about how I was feeling so much better in recent weeks, especially in the past few days, and how it's been so long without problems. I even ran 8 miles without feeling odd (sometimes when I'm running, I start feeling a little funny,) so my boyfriend and I went grocery shopping last night at Stop n' Shop. When my threshold is low, larger stores like this can set me off because of their lights, but I usually have no problem when I'm feeling normal.
However, after 10-15 minutes in the store, I had an aura. I should have left immediately, but I wanted to finish shopping and thought my threshold was high enough that I'd be okay. About two minutes later, I had a simple partial- mine are usually pretty scary- I get locked in my head, can't see straight, its a broken record set on super fast, and my head moves all the way to the right side until it can't look over any more. (It's the being stuck in my head part that I mind...not being able to get out, to communicate.) Anyway, in retrospect, it was probably SLIGHTLY less severe that it normally is...not sure if that's because i knew my boyfriend was there to protect me, or if the medication is helping.
Recovery time was less than it has been in recent seizures, though i did take a small amount of Ativan about 30 minutes afterwards to help with that, in case there were more coming.
So here comes the reason I'm posting all this. When I was having a ton of seizures, sometimes I'd have problems where, on affected days, I'd also have them right as I was falling asleep. I could control these easily as long as I woke up. It's been proven through EEGs that I do have small seizures when I close my eyes, fall asleep, etc., but that they're usually so small that I barely notice them. So I suspect they always are happening, I just can't feel them. Was it that last night these seizures at night were more severe because of my earlier seizure? It's incredibly troubling because I was exhausted and just wanted to go to sleep. I'm sure I don't have to tell you all, it's a scary feeling- relaxing completely and going into seizure. Makes you never want to completely relax!
Is that common? Has anyone else experienced this falling asleep seizure when it's not something that's a regular part of your seizure catalogue? During times like this, I have to camp out on the couch, watching tv to distract my mind, and just sort of fall asleep watching television, otherwise, I sit awake in bed, freaking out.
Also if you've had experiences with Vimpat, or with fluorescent lighting, feel free to share those here, I'm anxious to read about them.
Thanks for reading!
Sarah

So I had a good streak going of no true seizures for a little over a month, which is great, considering that previously they were happening ever couple of days, multiple times within those days, with a TON of anxiety issues that have all but disappeared. I've had some mild activity...hard to describe...not really auras, just feeling off, but a solid month plus of no seizures.
About a month ago, I had a rough experience with Zonegran: when I increased it to 150 mg per day from 100, I had 4 major seizures in two days with no warning whatsoever, which I'm positive was the drug, as I ALWAYS have warnings. As soon as I decreased the medicine, the problems went away. That was the last time I had major issues. About 2 1/2 weeks ago, I started out on Vimpat. I'm still on too low of a dose for it to be doing much (75 mg/day) but I think, in my head (pardon the expression,) I've already convinced myself it's doing/will be shortly doing wonders. At the very least, I've felt no side effects from it.
I was just thinking yesterday about how I was feeling so much better in recent weeks, especially in the past few days, and how it's been so long without problems. I even ran 8 miles without feeling odd (sometimes when I'm running, I start feeling a little funny,) so my boyfriend and I went grocery shopping last night at Stop n' Shop. When my threshold is low, larger stores like this can set me off because of their lights, but I usually have no problem when I'm feeling normal.
However, after 10-15 minutes in the store, I had an aura. I should have left immediately, but I wanted to finish shopping and thought my threshold was high enough that I'd be okay. About two minutes later, I had a simple partial- mine are usually pretty scary- I get locked in my head, can't see straight, its a broken record set on super fast, and my head moves all the way to the right side until it can't look over any more. (It's the being stuck in my head part that I mind...not being able to get out, to communicate.) Anyway, in retrospect, it was probably SLIGHTLY less severe that it normally is...not sure if that's because i knew my boyfriend was there to protect me, or if the medication is helping.
Recovery time was less than it has been in recent seizures, though i did take a small amount of Ativan about 30 minutes afterwards to help with that, in case there were more coming.
So here comes the reason I'm posting all this. When I was having a ton of seizures, sometimes I'd have problems where, on affected days, I'd also have them right as I was falling asleep. I could control these easily as long as I woke up. It's been proven through EEGs that I do have small seizures when I close my eyes, fall asleep, etc., but that they're usually so small that I barely notice them. So I suspect they always are happening, I just can't feel them. Was it that last night these seizures at night were more severe because of my earlier seizure? It's incredibly troubling because I was exhausted and just wanted to go to sleep. I'm sure I don't have to tell you all, it's a scary feeling- relaxing completely and going into seizure. Makes you never want to completely relax!
Is that common? Has anyone else experienced this falling asleep seizure when it's not something that's a regular part of your seizure catalogue? During times like this, I have to camp out on the couch, watching tv to distract my mind, and just sort of fall asleep watching television, otherwise, I sit awake in bed, freaking out.
Also if you've had experiences with Vimpat, or with fluorescent lighting, feel free to share those here, I'm anxious to read about them.
Thanks for reading!
Sarah