Anytime I hear somebody talk about epilepsy it's extremely negative. On a different forum a person said "epilepsy ruined my hope, my life, my dreams." Don't get me wrong I see very little positive about our condition. I have to make shit up when I post in the Lemonade Stand. But do you really see it as that bad? I mean now I can't get a well paying job and my dream job, I'm hoping to get my second favorite job. I've been in a wheelchair for over three years and I hope to walk with a cane by the end of it all. Often times I'm certain I'm out of a relationship because of my lengthy recovery caused by epilepsy. I have a number of other problems I won't get into, but do you really see it as that bad? I don't feel like epilepsy ruined my life. I don't know maybe I'm just an extremely positive person, but I don't see it as good but not that bad.