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Hi,
To make a long story short, I have been dealing with the fear of having another seizure for quite some time now. I had many seizures when I was younger but was seizure free for many years. I moved away from home at 18under bad conditions and no longer talk to my real parents. The lady I live with now whom is like my mother just found out in the worst possible way that I have seizures. I was not aware nor did I feel this seizure coming. It was not the worst one I've had but to someone who has never witnessed one before...yes, it was scary. I have never been diagnosed with epilepsy but it is very common in my family. So anyways to my point, after this seizure my mom requested I go to the ER...which I denied and said that I was fine. Is there something wrong with this? After all I have had them before. But after having a couple more seizures (which are getting worse and longer) my mom made a doctors appt that I was NOT happy about going to. So now, after the doctors appt Im getting bloodwork, a catscan of my head and going to see a neurologist. I do not want to go through all the testing and the long days to try and find the piece to the puzzle. I am going to lose my license over this and most likely my job. Is it so wrong for me not to want to go? I don't want to find out why Im having them nor do I care really. Its a seizure..... any advice? I may be sounding stubborn or stupid but does ANYONE see it through my point of view?
To make a long story short, I have been dealing with the fear of having another seizure for quite some time now. I had many seizures when I was younger but was seizure free for many years. I moved away from home at 18under bad conditions and no longer talk to my real parents. The lady I live with now whom is like my mother just found out in the worst possible way that I have seizures. I was not aware nor did I feel this seizure coming. It was not the worst one I've had but to someone who has never witnessed one before...yes, it was scary. I have never been diagnosed with epilepsy but it is very common in my family. So anyways to my point, after this seizure my mom requested I go to the ER...which I denied and said that I was fine. Is there something wrong with this? After all I have had them before. But after having a couple more seizures (which are getting worse and longer) my mom made a doctors appt that I was NOT happy about going to. So now, after the doctors appt Im getting bloodwork, a catscan of my head and going to see a neurologist. I do not want to go through all the testing and the long days to try and find the piece to the puzzle. I am going to lose my license over this and most likely my job. Is it so wrong for me not to want to go? I don't want to find out why Im having them nor do I care really. Its a seizure..... any advice? I may be sounding stubborn or stupid but does ANYONE see it through my point of view?