After recently splitting up with "The Love of My Life".... yeah right..... I have learnt that ok, so I have got a libido of like minus zero, but it is so good to see that I'm not alone here and that Keppra seems to be responsible for so much of our misery, but I've also learnt, that it pays to have a partner that you find sexually attractive!!!!! bitch bitch , no all joking aside, it probably didn't help when I said to him one day just before we split...
" I believe there are some commemorative Olympic condoms coming out darling, why don't you buy some?" He looked at me and said, "Oh yes dear, I'll have the gold ones of course!"
I laughed and said to him "Yes darling if you say so, but I think it would be more beneficial to our relationship if you actually brought the silver ones and came second for a change?!"
All joking aside folks, an understanding partner is vital in situations like ours, and my supposedly wonderful supportive fiance' just wasn't prepared to stand by and wait it out, he has a new partner now, and I just hope that she has a good book!!!!
These are very strong drugs that we take, and some of us, myself included are on polytherapy and take several drugs every day, the chemicals that must be flowing around our bodies and brains doesn't bear thinking about, so it's no surprise is it really that we have our problems, the menopause didn't help me, and losing my mum, and all the jobs etc etc etc....!!!
Anyway, he's gone now, and I couldn't care less, I just have a life to rebuild, and I just hope that I can find someone who really does understand, not only my brain, but my rusty old body, because I'll have to get it out of the bubble wrap when I next "get sweet and cosy" with a new guy!! God help me!! Keep smiling all, I'm trying too!
Lots of Love
Lainey
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