I am so relieved for you.And thanks for the post. I really like hearing about good doctoring because I am trying to define what a good doctor is, for my own sake. I like hearing that your good doctor showed his shock, for instance. Why the hell not? I find that many doctors are emotionally dead and unfortunately I tend to get that way too -- and confused -- when the doctor is that way. So then there are two zombies. The confusion I experience in these situations is awful. Unfortunately there are zombie doctors at higher end medical establishments, too, so people need to be prepared to move on if need be. And don't zone out!