Your answer is so sobering,especially because I know you are so well educated and also so articulate. Unlike many of us, you can speak pointedly and in ways a neurologist would/should appreciate when you speak about what you know best -- YOU. I would think that a doctor who is really engaged in learning from the patient would be in a particularly gratifying partnership with you as patient. I don't like to think it is old fashioned of me to think a significant part of the job of doctoring is to learn from the patient!