Hiya.
I haven't posted for ages, so I thought I'd give you an update on how things are going.
I went to King's College Hospital in London the other month, the first time I've been to a specialist unit.
The doctor put me down for an MRI scan, PET scan and a week in hospital on EEG on low or no medication to try to trigger seizures and isolate the focus.
He doesn't expect to see any brain damage and thinks it may be either genetic or due to premature birth.
But... we did speak about a head injury I had at school aged 7. A large plank of wood got blown off some scaffolding at school (a scaffold board with steel trim nailed to the edge) and the flat hit me on the head from a twenty foot drop.
It should have killed me, to be honest, but I went to hospital and had an x-ray, all was fine. No fractures, no concussion. Never thought anything about it.
I'm not sure, but it was around that time I started having simple partial seizures. It may have been earlier, I'm just not sure, but the first I remember was at school aged either 6 or 7, a simple partial seizure.
Anyway...
I stopped taking topamax, I suffered from such bad depression on topamax and it was making me so aggressive that they took me off it, even though it stopped the complex partial seizures.
only 200mg of tegretol a day now, simple partial seizures, a few CPS and about 1 tonic clonic per month.
I'm not sure about one thing though, and that is tinnitus.
Lots of people in my family have tinnitus, including me. I have it constantly, like the really high pitched whistle you get from TV sets in a really quiet room.
I'm thinking that maybe some of the simple partial seizures I have are only tinnitus.
Ringing in the left ear, a high pitched note (lower than the 'ordinary' tinnitus I have), all other sounds suddenly have the volume turned down (but only in that ear, the right is normal) and sudden distraction from what I am doing. Deja vu or jamais vu are rare and lead to complex partial seizures.
I'd like to know what you make of this, simple partial seizures or tinnitus?
As for complex partial seizures, this is what the doctor called them.
I think they are simple partial seizures.
Ringing in the left ear, deja vu, vision distorted, then suddenly I'm cut off from the world, people talk and I can understand each single word but the part in my head that puts them together and makes sentences is freaking out and can't put words together anymore. Glazed eyes, unable to talk or move, unaware of my surroundings apart from people talking (and the individual words) but usually a small section of memory of the event which is burned into my head and which I can remember for many years afterwards.
SPS or complex partial seizures? No idea.
Anyway, not too bad here, only 44 seizures so far this year, 4 tonic clonic, 10 CPS, and 30 SPS.
Reached a dead end with the psychotherapy (for Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) as I may have an Avoidant Personality Disorder, but some doctors think it is purely epilepsy related (flashbacks, nightmares and dissociative anxiety attacks? Doesn't sound like epilepsy to me).
Hope you're all having fun.
I haven't posted for ages, so I thought I'd give you an update on how things are going.
I went to King's College Hospital in London the other month, the first time I've been to a specialist unit.
The doctor put me down for an MRI scan, PET scan and a week in hospital on EEG on low or no medication to try to trigger seizures and isolate the focus.
He doesn't expect to see any brain damage and thinks it may be either genetic or due to premature birth.
But... we did speak about a head injury I had at school aged 7. A large plank of wood got blown off some scaffolding at school (a scaffold board with steel trim nailed to the edge) and the flat hit me on the head from a twenty foot drop.
It should have killed me, to be honest, but I went to hospital and had an x-ray, all was fine. No fractures, no concussion. Never thought anything about it.
I'm not sure, but it was around that time I started having simple partial seizures. It may have been earlier, I'm just not sure, but the first I remember was at school aged either 6 or 7, a simple partial seizure.
Anyway...
I stopped taking topamax, I suffered from such bad depression on topamax and it was making me so aggressive that they took me off it, even though it stopped the complex partial seizures.
only 200mg of tegretol a day now, simple partial seizures, a few CPS and about 1 tonic clonic per month.
I'm not sure about one thing though, and that is tinnitus.
Lots of people in my family have tinnitus, including me. I have it constantly, like the really high pitched whistle you get from TV sets in a really quiet room.
I'm thinking that maybe some of the simple partial seizures I have are only tinnitus.
Ringing in the left ear, a high pitched note (lower than the 'ordinary' tinnitus I have), all other sounds suddenly have the volume turned down (but only in that ear, the right is normal) and sudden distraction from what I am doing. Deja vu or jamais vu are rare and lead to complex partial seizures.
I'd like to know what you make of this, simple partial seizures or tinnitus?
As for complex partial seizures, this is what the doctor called them.
I think they are simple partial seizures.
Ringing in the left ear, deja vu, vision distorted, then suddenly I'm cut off from the world, people talk and I can understand each single word but the part in my head that puts them together and makes sentences is freaking out and can't put words together anymore. Glazed eyes, unable to talk or move, unaware of my surroundings apart from people talking (and the individual words) but usually a small section of memory of the event which is burned into my head and which I can remember for many years afterwards.
SPS or complex partial seizures? No idea.
Anyway, not too bad here, only 44 seizures so far this year, 4 tonic clonic, 10 CPS, and 30 SPS.
Reached a dead end with the psychotherapy (for Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) as I may have an Avoidant Personality Disorder, but some doctors think it is purely epilepsy related (flashbacks, nightmares and dissociative anxiety attacks? Doesn't sound like epilepsy to me).
Hope you're all having fun.