this is my 3rd time doing this because im a new member, so please bear with me----im amilie. im 65 and about 25 to 30 years ago i went thru a bitter divorce. i was given valium. i was never told to come off it gradually., so i stopped. i had a grand mal seizure. ive been on dilantin since. 3/day . i was ok except for 1 0r 2 seizures. i dont know why, the dr doesnt know why. i dont have epilepsy. now, all of a sudden i developed periferal neuropathy in my hands and legs. this is almost 1 year already. 1 neurologist said it can go on its own. it was better for awhilem, but now its back and bad. i dont drink. i dont smoke. i dont have diabetes.my mom died last june from alzeimers and i have 2 bleeeding ulcers from that. i have arthritis in my whole body. i had 2 neck operations. now im told i have high liver enzymes and this has to go from dilantin to kepra. i had a hell of 4 days i cant even begin to describe. i wont do this. i cant. i cant take anymore of it. im remarried and my whole life has changed. everything was good till this neuropathy started. i dont have epilepsy. i have a withdrawal symtom from a med i was given and the dr never told me how to get off it and it goes back to 25 years. i also tried lamictal. no good. i went from neurologist to neurologist. im an active perwson, but this is taking my life. i cant take much more and i was wondering if anyone else had this experience or 1 like it. i dont wish this on anyone, but im willing to get off the dilantin and no more meds. im seeing my neurologist tues. i honestly dont know what to do anymore. im in a dilemma here. my instinct says get off the dilantin and nothing more but is that the answer? i know its hard to get off the dilantin. im willing. i was told even if i do go from 1 med to another theres no guarantee anyway. i just cant take anymore. id appreciate some suggestions because my husband and i are running out of options here.