Here's my long story....about 15 years ago I had a grand mal seizure in my sleep after a night of drinking and extreme stress. I went to see a neurologist and determined that some symptoms I was having a few years prior may have been seizures (I would get a funny feeling in my stomach, have intrusive thoughts and then it would go away. I was able to go about my business during these 30 second episodes). I went seizure/aura free for 3 years and my doctor weaned me off my medication (Carbatrol). Still went seizure free but had horrible panic attacks so I went back on the Carbatrol. Had zero seizures for many years. Last year I started having "auras" again only during my time of the month and usually upon waking up. My doctor said Carbatrol might not be working anymore so has switched me to Lamictal (so far so good - I've gone 2 months with no auras). The thing is, I'm terrified of having a grand mal seizure. I seriously want to be on Lamictal AND Carbatrol. Has anyone been on both? Is there anyone with ONLY auras or simple partial seizures?