Hi everyone.
I am new to this page. Im currently overwhelmed with the confusion of my situation. I feel bad complaining because after reading some of your stories, mine in comparison is nothing. But that is partially where I feel so torn. I am 24 years old. 1 and a half years ago I had an absense, tonic clonic seizure in the middle of shopping. It was after an extraordinarily stressful day in an extraordinarily stressful week in an extraordinarily stressful time in my life. Ive had a normal EEG and an EEG that shows some epileptiform abnormalities. My doctor has told me that in most cases people my age who have that type of seizure have had seizures earlier in life that went undiagnosed. I chose to medicate and I am taking Topamax. I read that some of you take 400mg of Topamax daily. I am only taking 100mg daily! I hate how I feel on it. I hated Kepra, Dilantin and all of the others that I tried. I mean it is hard to work. I feel dizzy and tired and forgetful, woozy. I hate that it impacts my job. I mean how do you people work with all of these drugs??? When I ask myself if Id rather feel this way and not have another seizure the answer is always yes, but I wondered if there is anyone else in my situation who chose to medicate, or to not medicate...I feel constantly in fear. Im sure my attitude will change over time being seizure free. But for example, just a few days ago I had my first migraine and all I can think about is "oh god. here it comes..."
I do not know anyone who has any personal experience with this and would love to hear anyones thoughts on anything.
Amy
I am new to this page. Im currently overwhelmed with the confusion of my situation. I feel bad complaining because after reading some of your stories, mine in comparison is nothing. But that is partially where I feel so torn. I am 24 years old. 1 and a half years ago I had an absense, tonic clonic seizure in the middle of shopping. It was after an extraordinarily stressful day in an extraordinarily stressful week in an extraordinarily stressful time in my life. Ive had a normal EEG and an EEG that shows some epileptiform abnormalities. My doctor has told me that in most cases people my age who have that type of seizure have had seizures earlier in life that went undiagnosed. I chose to medicate and I am taking Topamax. I read that some of you take 400mg of Topamax daily. I am only taking 100mg daily! I hate how I feel on it. I hated Kepra, Dilantin and all of the others that I tried. I mean it is hard to work. I feel dizzy and tired and forgetful, woozy. I hate that it impacts my job. I mean how do you people work with all of these drugs??? When I ask myself if Id rather feel this way and not have another seizure the answer is always yes, but I wondered if there is anyone else in my situation who chose to medicate, or to not medicate...I feel constantly in fear. Im sure my attitude will change over time being seizure free. But for example, just a few days ago I had my first migraine and all I can think about is "oh god. here it comes..."
I do not know anyone who has any personal experience with this and would love to hear anyones thoughts on anything.
Amy