Gday , i just feel like saying what happend to me leading up to me getting E , i have been raised in the country around trucks , machinery , engineering ect and had my own truck and loved doing it , the freedom , the people , going to sydney , brisbane , melbourne , perth , kunnanurra , i have been on most roads seen a massive amount of things and had the best sleeping spots that people would pay thousands to experiance , sydney opera house , under syd harbour bridge it was beautifull late at night ect , it sounds stupid but i loved changing my 18 speed without a using the clutch and without a crunch , i loved reversing Bdoubles , not being cockey but not many people could put their truck in reverse on building sites where i could get mine ! you get married she is your best mate and we have two daughters and i really love them and loved getting home and they would run up saying daddy daddy and give you a hug and a kiss , then they changed all you would get was a grunt of a hello , then i found out that the $45.000 savings in the bank wasn't there ! all she said was you have to work harder as the price of fuel has gone up , well i am not stupid bugger me it wasn't that ! i learn't a lesson NEVER let your partner get a job with your accountant !!!!!!! when i confronted her about the money ect that was it she was gone and like they were a couple of pet rabbits she takes our daughters [ when you are a father you get treated like crap , as i found out she had a drugfucked boyfriend and the mother can still leave the marrige and take the kids , that hurt ] there was a forghtnightly cycle of lies [financialy] that went on for ages you wouid go to get the paper work and it was gone "bugga" my lawyer told me that she was trying to break me mentally , in the end she said too many lies and buggerd herself , shortly after the split i found out the accountant hadn't been paying our tax approx $45.000 however the money for the tax was gone i pressumed paid ! i lost approx $130.000 in the 9 months leading up to the divorce and looking back it falls into place thats when my daughters changed ect , well i was working like mad paying off the tax [i did it in 12mths] i was working 20 hours a day [it's not hard when you enjoy your job] then the company that i was sub contracting to went broke , they still owe me $18.000 , i was lucky and i worked for another fella [ he's a top bloke even visited me in hospital when i got crook ] i kept working and i didn't know that i was crook , i recieved a 6inch rock thrown from a car going the other way in my windscreen [it nearly went through in line with my head] that didn't help , i had the runs for 6mths , pain in side , pain in chest and goosebumps permanently , i went off food only drink water and went queer at a spot on the road and for ages i found it very hard to go past that spot , well like a idiot i keep working and then i had a siezure driving , i couldn't work out what happend [i went 900mtrs with no memory of it] i then stopped at a truckstop and went to the toilet , i was standing there having a leak then i come too laying on the floor feeling queer , i did another few trips then it happend again driving so i quit and saw my doc , aparantly i had depression , at least 1 mental breakdown , post traughmatic stress , anxiety , annerxia [not spelt rite] , ect , thats my story , looking back gee i was a bloody idiot to work through all that !
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