Oh my gosh, Nat- the 4th is six months seizure free? That's wonderful. I have to keep that in mind as I start this process.
thank you casey, that is so so sweet :crying: yep still surreal that it's only two days away.
-first off let me say 'congrats' on the positive attitude going into this, will make such a difference. it IS perfectly safe, you bet. if you're not using the bathroom you're in bed, and not to go to the bathroom alone either (your mom or nurse will stand right outside the door with it open a bit so they can talk to you). it's safe, and it's completely for a good cause. the idea is to learn about your future!
-i did talk to the other guy in the unit, he had his leads taken off for a shower (around day 4) so came in my room and gabbed. it was the 3rd time he'd done it tho, so it was a different convo that's for sure! do the same too when you're lead-free for your shower, get a good walk in around the unit for exercise, it feels great).
-i only know what i look like as my bf explains it thoroughly, helped me learn and know what to research. it wasn't until after surgery that i could watch a video of it, and now i marvel at what i went through for so many years, just to do the ultimate

-no worries that you'll see yourself seize, you won't. there will be a huge screen in your room and a camera attached, but it's for recording purposes only, you don't see yourself. in the nurses station not far from your room they have a screen to watch you 24 hours/day (lol so don't pick your nose or do any 'self-love' in bed!!)
-yes it can be boring but i felt excited too - it was a first for me and i had no idea what would happen, if anything, so i just focused day to day. lots of movies and crosswords. re: your laptop, yep you can have it in there but not use it plugged in. as you can't touch it plugged in your mom or nurse will do so for you when the battery's low, then you get it back when it's full.
-it's normal to feel like two people, mostly b/c it's a wide open door and we have no idea what side we'll end up on. making the most of it is best, just for stress and sanity.
-i was there 17 days b/c a lesion had already been found close to two years prior, as well as having epilepsy at that time for 18 years. around the 10 day mark they asked for another week b/c they were 'so sure' i would end up having them (was off all meds for 6 days at that point). and voila, 3 in 2 days and off came the leads. on meds day 14 and left morning of the 17th. they just wanted the guarantee that the lesion and seizures were in the same spot. yep.
i love your idea on a new hairdo, it will make you feel fresh and new and help ease tension you feel over the next few days getting ready.
GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!! and keep us posted!
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