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Hi, I'm new here. A little background info:

I've had epilepsy for a while now.. About 6-7 years. And I've done everything the doctors have told me to do.

They say I have "stress induced" epilepsy.. Though before I go into having...A siezure, I don't feel stressed, or usually am I in a stressing environment. Sometimes, most times, I'm just enjoying the day and.. You know.

Yeah.

I was on Tegretol (Carbamazepine) since the start (they just kept bumping how much I took when it didn't seem to work) and recently they've put me on this stuff called Keppra (levetiracetam). I don't take these at the same time, they just switched what I was taking.

Anyways, even with Keppra though, I kept/keep having these things my doctors call "auras". I get sick feeling, I get shakey, as if I'm extremely cold or "twitchy" on certain body parts, massive head aches. And this will last a few minutes to around half hour or so. They kind of always just happen, and then just leave. There's never a feeling of I feel it coming on or when it'll end. And when it does end I feel as if I was awake for a week and have been running miles on miles. Completely drained. Sometimes it pretty much puts me to sleep on how tired I get.

These "auras" have been happening on a weekly basis, to a daily basis, to now a couple times a day. I keep forcing myself to just pushing on.. But I'm starting to get worried. When I talk to my doctor about it she explains that it's just an "aura" and to just let it pass. But I don't like the feeling. When it happens I get this feeling as if the world was ending, a sinking sick feeling.. A feeling I have actually come to very much dislike.

What can I do about this? Is there anything I can do? Or is it something I literally just have to live with?

If I do have to "just deal with it" how can I do it? Will I get used to it? I work at a Grey Hound bus station as a ticket agent, and at the moment, when these happen I have to take a step away from working and sit down somewhere quiet. I can't focus, I feel faint and it's really affecting my work. Is there anything I can do so I can have a living?
 
Hi GreyHound, welcome to CWE!

When I talk to my doctor about it she explains that it's just an "aura" and to just let it pass.
If your regular doctor is telling you that, skip her and go directly to your neurologist to talk about adjusting your meds. You deserve to have complete seizure control -- and that includes controlling auras, which are seizures in their own right. If your neurologist is telling you to "let it pass", then you need to find a new neurologist ASAP. A competent neurologist will help you evaluate if your meds are working properly, and let you know what your options are if they aren't.

Best,
Nakamova
 
Hi Greyhound! Nice to have you here! I agree with Nak, you need to see another doctor. Let us know how you are doing!
 
Well, since my post I've found myself on the floor.

Breaking my year record of being "free"

I have an appointment scheduled so maybe I can get some more answers other than "Just get over it" which is what I'm feeling they're saying. I don't try to get sympathy from people because of it, nor do I usually tell people that I have it. But lately it seems like They don't understand the exact feeling so they don't care.

It's just a feeling I have.. Probably not true. But it's just what I'm on about.

Thank you for the welcome. It's good to be here actually. Like people get it.. And stuff. I dunno.

Anyways... Yeah.. Thanks.
 
wow.. reading your post i felt my eyes fill.. you could be me. only im just starting out.. ive been having seizures on a regular basis for about 2 years now.. seeing a dr for 6 months and i have an appt with a nero twards the end of june. its almost... comforting to know someone is going through the same things i am. living in a world of constant fear can seem almost crippling at times. im also on carbamazpine ..5 a day now plus 2 xanax and the 3 100mg dilantian i started today.. so like 10 pills a day. its very overwhelming.. especially being a single working mother of 2 under 30. its effecting my job as well, as a matter of fact i missed work today because i seized in the car on the way to work this morning. (riding not driving) so ive been in bed. i feel like i got beat up with a wiffle ball bat. any suggegestions or helpful tips as someone who has been dealing with this for awhile?
 
Nicole, I have had epilepsy since I was 21, so ten years now. I have tried different medications as well and all of them except for Keppra I had to continuously up my dose to keep my seizures under some sort of control. I get to have small ones throughout the day and most are mild enough to work through, but about 2 per week will put me out for the day. I have lost a few jobs for having siezures on the job. I would talk to your HR department and take FMLA if it is availible to you. This could prevent your employer from firing you for time missed. I know that I was missing 2 or more days a week before I got on Keppra, and I did get fired for the time missed. I know that taking a nap after having a seizure helps my brain readjust and can often feel back to normal after a good nap.
 
Hi GreyHound, welcome to CWE!

If your regular doctor is telling you that, skip her and go directly to your neurologist to talk about adjusting your meds. You deserve to have complete seizure control -- and that includes controlling auras, which are seizures in their own right. If your neurologist is telling you to "let it pass", then you need to find a new neurologist ASAP. A competent neurologist will help you evaluate if your meds are working properly, and let you know what your options are if they aren't.

Best,
Nakamova

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Nakamova said it all.
 
Fortunately my employer was aware of my condition beforehand and I've been there about 7 years si thats not too big of a concern. They worry and understand .. which is nice...i would mostly just like a diagnosis .. some kind of finality even .. but mostly i would just like to know more i guess. It's super scary not having control over yourself. Of it's a situation where I'm always going to have them and i will never drive again i would like to know this to plan accordingly.
 
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