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I'm 27, 6'4", 240 lbs, and live in Michigan. I was diagnosed with epilepsy and simple-partial extra-temporal lobe tonic clonic seizures when I was 16.
When I was 10 I started having seizures. When I was 11 I saw my first neurologist. She said I had "spells" and first put me on tegretol. I got a rash on my thighs and have never taken it again. I then took dilantin until it stopped working as I was going through puberty. When I was 14 and in 9th grade I had become one of the top 5 hockey players in the USA born in 1984 and was about to move in for 10th grade to play for Team USA under-18 national team and go to school. But then my epilepsy got out of control and I had all kinds of seizures at school and kids made fun of me and I quit going to school and quit playing hockey.
Next I saw a neurologist at university of michigan and he said I had psychogenic seizures because I wanted attention.
Then I finally saw a pediatric epileptologist at the cleveland clinic when I was 16. She had previously been at uofm at the same time I was there, but she left there because male neurologists weren't recommending people with epilepsy to her, like me, because she was a woman so they must know more. Ever since then I've been on lamictal.
My seizures now are primarily nocturnal, in my sleep or half-awake state when going to the bathroom or just waking up. I can have seizures from high core body temperatures and fluorescent lights but medical marijuana prevents those entirely. I used to take 400mg/day of lamictal but when medical marijuana became legal I found I could take less lamictal and still control my seizures with the help of marijuana. When on higher doses of lamictal I experienced what seemed to be a weak immune system and would have bad respiratory infections all winter long every year. But now only taking 200mg/day and using marijuana I am not sick all winter. But most importantly for me as a 27 year old male, my libido is back. From the time I was 16 to about 24 I never felt like having sex, ever. I'm happy I'm horny.
What scares me most about being epileptic is having my epilepsy get worse and medicine not being able to control it. Mine is genetic. I know I'm possibly applicable for a lobectomy but I will never let it happen. Thinking about having it done makes me cry. I'm really intelligent; I got 100% on my GED and 34 on my ACT and I didn't go to high school. I have a 4.0 in every college course I didn't incomplete because I was sick and having problems. It is the scariest thing in life by far, brain surgery.
I found this place cause I just googled for epilepsy forum. I've never met anyone with epilepsy my entire life and I just got sick of feeling alone and never having anyone to talk to or relate to. Talking to friends or family, I feel like they are listening but they don't hear what I'm saying because they just don't understand, they can't relate. I'm glad I found here. I'm going to try my best to help people try using medical marijuana to help their epilepsy because I know doctors aren't trying to help anyone.
When I was 10 I started having seizures. When I was 11 I saw my first neurologist. She said I had "spells" and first put me on tegretol. I got a rash on my thighs and have never taken it again. I then took dilantin until it stopped working as I was going through puberty. When I was 14 and in 9th grade I had become one of the top 5 hockey players in the USA born in 1984 and was about to move in for 10th grade to play for Team USA under-18 national team and go to school. But then my epilepsy got out of control and I had all kinds of seizures at school and kids made fun of me and I quit going to school and quit playing hockey.
Next I saw a neurologist at university of michigan and he said I had psychogenic seizures because I wanted attention.
Then I finally saw a pediatric epileptologist at the cleveland clinic when I was 16. She had previously been at uofm at the same time I was there, but she left there because male neurologists weren't recommending people with epilepsy to her, like me, because she was a woman so they must know more. Ever since then I've been on lamictal.
My seizures now are primarily nocturnal, in my sleep or half-awake state when going to the bathroom or just waking up. I can have seizures from high core body temperatures and fluorescent lights but medical marijuana prevents those entirely. I used to take 400mg/day of lamictal but when medical marijuana became legal I found I could take less lamictal and still control my seizures with the help of marijuana. When on higher doses of lamictal I experienced what seemed to be a weak immune system and would have bad respiratory infections all winter long every year. But now only taking 200mg/day and using marijuana I am not sick all winter. But most importantly for me as a 27 year old male, my libido is back. From the time I was 16 to about 24 I never felt like having sex, ever. I'm happy I'm horny.
What scares me most about being epileptic is having my epilepsy get worse and medicine not being able to control it. Mine is genetic. I know I'm possibly applicable for a lobectomy but I will never let it happen. Thinking about having it done makes me cry. I'm really intelligent; I got 100% on my GED and 34 on my ACT and I didn't go to high school. I have a 4.0 in every college course I didn't incomplete because I was sick and having problems. It is the scariest thing in life by far, brain surgery.
I found this place cause I just googled for epilepsy forum. I've never met anyone with epilepsy my entire life and I just got sick of feeling alone and never having anyone to talk to or relate to. Talking to friends or family, I feel like they are listening but they don't hear what I'm saying because they just don't understand, they can't relate. I'm glad I found here. I'm going to try my best to help people try using medical marijuana to help their epilepsy because I know doctors aren't trying to help anyone.