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Hi I'm Actually Back!! Why I Was Gone So Long...
I won't lie. I have been avoiding this board.
I know that I have E, I got the diagnosis, but I do not have insurence /money to get it treated.
So been trying to push it away, so I don't have to deal with it. Well I had a BAD one in public a couple days ago while out buying dog, bird and fish foods.
Then I got online tonight to check my email and saw that in my email, BRAIN had requested we be friends. Well thank you BRAIN
that made my day that you guys are still thinking of me.
I had signed up to see a free docter before Christmas but never heard back. Well, I called again today and things should be getting going soon so that I can get that mobile EEG that was supposed to be in the works by now.
I will honestly try to be better about hanging around. It's just hard to be here when I don't have anything to contribute.
It also brings me down to read how everyone here is getting some help and/or treatment and then start crying again because I don't feel like anyone(DR's) care. Without insurence I am nothing to them.
So instead of pitying myself it has been easier just to ignore it and push it away. Not good but the truth.
I won't lie. I have been avoiding this board.

I know that I have E, I got the diagnosis, but I do not have insurence /money to get it treated.
So been trying to push it away, so I don't have to deal with it. Well I had a BAD one in public a couple days ago while out buying dog, bird and fish foods.
Then I got online tonight to check my email and saw that in my email, BRAIN had requested we be friends. Well thank you BRAIN

that made my day that you guys are still thinking of me.
I had signed up to see a free docter before Christmas but never heard back. Well, I called again today and things should be getting going soon so that I can get that mobile EEG that was supposed to be in the works by now.
I will honestly try to be better about hanging around. It's just hard to be here when I don't have anything to contribute.
It also brings me down to read how everyone here is getting some help and/or treatment and then start crying again because I don't feel like anyone(DR's) care. Without insurence I am nothing to them.
So instead of pitying myself it has been easier just to ignore it and push it away. Not good but the truth.
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