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Hi, my name is Suzy. I live in the NE of the country. I am 33 yrs old. I started having partial complex seizures when I was 15 years old. Tegretol was my first perscription and the side effects were troublesome at first. I had a major UTI tht went undiagnosed for over a week. (They had me on 1000 mgs a day) A complete grand mal seizure. The blurred vision and everything. Anyway up unitl about 2 1/2 weeks ago I was controlling my seizures with 1 200 mg tablet. This worked for over 1 and a half yrs. I needed to go see my neurologist becaseu he wouldnt fill my rx. It was the first tmie I saw him in 5 years. He prescribed lexapro, which i had been on before, but was really on the fence about getting involved with again. 12 days after i start4ed the lex. i began to have seizures. Immediately my neurologist said to stop taking tegretol. Since then I have been in the er 2 times. I had my first tonic clonics (on 1000 mgs of tegretol), three of them in a row while at the craft store yesterday. Finally this time a the er they gace me KEPPRA. does anyone use this? So now I am on 300mgs teg and 1000mgs Keppra. and also a small dosage of Ativan as needed. I have so far missed 2 full weks of work and will not be able to return nxt week until i am seizure free. I am so pissed, depressed lonely, and realized that i really do not have any eral friends. Only one person, my ex boyfriend has come to hang out with me and brign me to the store and stuff, dont get me wrong we are still great firends and sometimes i think we still are in love, but I am feeling lonely, depressed, I dont think i am having normal thoughts. I feel like everyone is talking about me and is keeping their distance. I want to go out. Even when Mark picks me up, we go for hikes or to the beach, not around anyone else and only for an hour or 2. I feel what i need right now is a party with all of my closest friends, yet i feel like everyone is avaoiding me. I think this is the depression talking. I just want this all straightened out. I feel remorseful for not appreciateing my life more when i was seizure free. Please anyone who can relate, i would love to hear from you.