Im so done feeling these auras!

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I am seriously sick and tired of feeling these damn things! I just want to go to bed, and never wake up again. Im to my breaking point. The weekend has been way worse while Im at home with the kids and trying to overcome these things... but today I hit rock bottom!

The kids of course wake up at 7am... Im barely wanting to move, yet alone get out of bed. Then comes the fighting I hear from the kids. over a toy. Then they start to kick each other over a nerf gun. OMG. At this point, Im still half asleep, dragging myself out to resolve the problem. When what hits me? A aura... followed be a seizure. Frick. Why? Im so done with this shit. I cant take it anymore. How anyone can go on like this for days... months...I have no clue how they get through it. My neuro office said to take it easy over the weekend til I heard back from them on monday, but Id say I never got to the 'easy" part this weekend... it was the total opposite!

The minute my husband walked in the door from work. I broke down. I literally almost feel to the floor. I am so tired. I feel weak. Im still in my pj bottoms... my hair up in a clip, only had a chance to wash my face, no make up. Feeling like complete crap. I had a chance to drink a bottle water, and then I had to get the kids fed. In the moments they were not eating, they were fighting with each other. Gosh I cant wait for tomorrow to come... school time! :clap::banana:

Sorry... I just had to vent.. this day has not been the best at all! :(
 
Hang in there Kristin! Call your neuro first thing in the morning!!
I used to be like this once upon a time. Let your hubby take over now that he is home. My ex was a pilot, so he often times wasn't home and I sometimes stayed in my pj's all day. My son was a handful back then. I couldn't wait for school to start. So I do know what you mean.
 
Thanks Cint! Im going to first thing tomorrow call that neuro of mine! Im so tired of dealing with this crap! as of today, its been a week now! Im so done with it!
 
Hi Kristin,
Did you manage to get some sort of relief from your headache?
I hope you are able to get through what's left of your weekend without to many more seizures.
I think it is good if you ring the neurologist the moment they open in the morning.
I have my fingers crossed that the neurologist is able to help get these seizures under control & you don't get stuffed around any more then what you already have been.
 
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Ive had a "up and down" kind of weekend... had the headache through out the entire weekend... kept up on ibuprofen, and I did call my neuro's office this morning, left a voicemail, but havnt heard back from them yet. Im hoping I hear something. I cant stand feeling this way. The auras are coming and going... :(
 
I hope your Neur. calls you soon.

It sounds like with ALL the stress you have been going thru. has reached the point to cause you all this.
 
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