I always lost time. All my life.(I found out many years,it runs in the family-grandpa had it, but it was shamfull) I remember being 5 years old, and the teacher shook me, and kicked me out of the lead in a school play. All my life, I would have friends throw me away, with no reason. I ruined 2 marriages, as I was told I was viscious. I never treat anyone without respect. A nurse friend seen me having an episode. I finally went for help after a fire.She seen me have an episode, and asked to go to therapy with me. I would have smoke detectors going off in my head,while smelling smoke, and panic attacks. I was diagnoised with epilepsy, with PTSD as a trigger. Stress induced epilepsy. GREAT. It's now time to face it. Thanks for the sight. My friends are wondrful now they know, and it seems if I start swearing and being bad..all they have to say is "stop-kids are here" and I freeze for 10 to 15 minutes then, reboot and it never happend in my mind. Thanks for reading. It is a short story, just to let you guys know who and what I am. I really like the soap icon. Thats who should come out when I'm not there!:soap: