hi, my names jonathon and i'm 19 years old.
over the last 5 years i have had 3 'fits' where i have actually passed out and had to go to hospital.
what seems to generally happen is i get a feeling of deja vu, my sight goes blurry and i fall down.
after the first 'fit' which happened on a friday night while on the phone in town trying to arrange where to meet my mates for a drink. i had two tests done. one with loads of electrodes stuck to my head and the other i think was a eeg (big space age thing you lie in!?) they both came back as normal and the general feeling was "its very likely you won't ever have one again"
the next year the same thing happened. this time i was in a practice studio with my band, it was a warm summers day, locked in a soundproof room and had been a very stressful time trying to get a new song written.
then i was fine for nearly 4 years until i was walking through town (again summers day) talking to my friend and bam.. everything became very blurry, i couldn't string a sentence together and had a major feeling of deja vu. i then collapsed again.
after three times of turning up at hospital they finally decided its not just a few one off happenings and proceded to book me in with a neurologist, his opinion was that i had epilepsy. he told me to look after myself, get lots of sleep everynight and because i could not decide if i wanted to go on medication said he would send a letter to my gp.
it then became one of those things where i was of the opinion. if it only happens once a year its not such a big deal and medication may cause more damage than the 'fits' themselves. so i just got on with life always worrying a little when i was out.
since then i worked at a supermarket for around 8 months and although there were many times where i felt i may loose it i kept going and got through without any 'fits' lots of headaches and feeling faint though. which again made me think, maybe its something i just have to accept is there and get on with life.
my latest experience had led me to question my previous theory and want to find out more about the condition i may have and what i can do about it.
me and my girlfriend broke up this sunday and i had a very stressful day packing my stuff and moving back down to my parents. i had a very heavy night of drinking on the sunday going out with old friends and generally trying to forget what had happened and for the last few days have been drinking more than usual and not sleeping very well at all.
today, while i was viewing a house with my mum i was looking around the garden when i felt really bad stomach ache, then i got very hot and sweaty and i then lost control of my legs and couldn't walk properly (i kicked this poor mans dog while trying to walk over to the grass!) anyway i made sure i got down on the grass and lay down for a while which made me feel much better.
with the confidence of feeling better i carried on looking around the house, when i had exactly the same experience. but during both i never passed out and did not have the feeling of deja vu.
my main issue that i have now begun thinking is i want to prevent this happening. i don't like the feeling that i could just go at any time and have no control over myself. and in moving to university in the next two months (where i'm sure there will be quite a few moments where my body is put in the wrong conditions. drinking, late nights, stress) I am wondering if i might be better off on medication?
my worry is side effects and because i do not have 'fits' very often there will be no sure way to find out if the meds work?
cheers,
Jonathon
over the last 5 years i have had 3 'fits' where i have actually passed out and had to go to hospital.
what seems to generally happen is i get a feeling of deja vu, my sight goes blurry and i fall down.
after the first 'fit' which happened on a friday night while on the phone in town trying to arrange where to meet my mates for a drink. i had two tests done. one with loads of electrodes stuck to my head and the other i think was a eeg (big space age thing you lie in!?) they both came back as normal and the general feeling was "its very likely you won't ever have one again"
the next year the same thing happened. this time i was in a practice studio with my band, it was a warm summers day, locked in a soundproof room and had been a very stressful time trying to get a new song written.
then i was fine for nearly 4 years until i was walking through town (again summers day) talking to my friend and bam.. everything became very blurry, i couldn't string a sentence together and had a major feeling of deja vu. i then collapsed again.
after three times of turning up at hospital they finally decided its not just a few one off happenings and proceded to book me in with a neurologist, his opinion was that i had epilepsy. he told me to look after myself, get lots of sleep everynight and because i could not decide if i wanted to go on medication said he would send a letter to my gp.
it then became one of those things where i was of the opinion. if it only happens once a year its not such a big deal and medication may cause more damage than the 'fits' themselves. so i just got on with life always worrying a little when i was out.
since then i worked at a supermarket for around 8 months and although there were many times where i felt i may loose it i kept going and got through without any 'fits' lots of headaches and feeling faint though. which again made me think, maybe its something i just have to accept is there and get on with life.
my latest experience had led me to question my previous theory and want to find out more about the condition i may have and what i can do about it.
me and my girlfriend broke up this sunday and i had a very stressful day packing my stuff and moving back down to my parents. i had a very heavy night of drinking on the sunday going out with old friends and generally trying to forget what had happened and for the last few days have been drinking more than usual and not sleeping very well at all.
today, while i was viewing a house with my mum i was looking around the garden when i felt really bad stomach ache, then i got very hot and sweaty and i then lost control of my legs and couldn't walk properly (i kicked this poor mans dog while trying to walk over to the grass!) anyway i made sure i got down on the grass and lay down for a while which made me feel much better.
with the confidence of feeling better i carried on looking around the house, when i had exactly the same experience. but during both i never passed out and did not have the feeling of deja vu.
my main issue that i have now begun thinking is i want to prevent this happening. i don't like the feeling that i could just go at any time and have no control over myself. and in moving to university in the next two months (where i'm sure there will be quite a few moments where my body is put in the wrong conditions. drinking, late nights, stress) I am wondering if i might be better off on medication?
my worry is side effects and because i do not have 'fits' very often there will be no sure way to find out if the meds work?
cheers,
Jonathon