My problems started in the mid 80's after a bad horseback riding accident where the horse threw me headfirst into a fence post then stomped on my forehead. Six weeks later I was driving through an intersection and got T-boned, and hit my head in the same place as the horse. I was in a coma for a week. In the early 2000's I was thrown off a horse who then stepped on the back of my head. I am having real issues with pain control. Meds just don't work anymore unless I take really massive doses. I've tried PT 4-5 times and each time has only made things worse. I also tried chiropractic and that really made things worse. Over the years I've been diagnosed with thoracic outlet syndrome on the left, pinched nerves at C2-3, C4-6, and C7, fibromyalgia, and osteoarthritis. When the pain gets bad enough or has lasted long enough, I get seizures. All the doctors I've seen won't prescribe the massive doses it takes to keep the pain under control. Every one thinks that if he's the one who prescribes PT only then it will work. I've been buying meds overseas without a prescription but, since my salary isn't enough to cover that cost, I've had to cash in all my savings and retirement accounts. I've only got enough left to buy 3-4 months' worth of meds. Daily I take around 2400 mg of Neurontin, 600-750 mg of tramadol, and 2800 mg of Soma - and this is just enough to take the edge off, not actually stop the pain. I know these massive doses I've been taking will kill me but if I can't get any relief, I'll kill myself a lot faster than the drugs will. Any suggestions of what I can do that doesn't cost anything? I'm literally broke now.