Marsha Cash
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Hi. I am not sure where to look for answers. It all started about 5 yrs ago when i started haveing medical problems. First i lost some of my skin sensation all over my body. It was really depressing. i went to Mayo for them to tell me it was small fiber neuropathy. Then 2 yrs ago i started falling down. I would just out of no where lose all muscle control and crumble down. I would not be able to move or talk. I couldn't even tell if i was breathing. I have no body awarness. When i fall it feels like i am not in my body. i feel no pain when i hit the floor. i can hear and see where my eyes are pointed. it lasts about 30sec up to 2 min. i slowly get my self back together when in about 5 min after the fall. I get so scared that i won't come back from that state. Like a locked in feeling. I have had several tests and all are negative. I have seen heart doctors, sleep doctors, and now neuro. I have had MRI's, EEG's, etc. I can fall as many as 5-8 times a day or go 6 months without one then have one. my neuro had started me on Topmax that didn't work and then Triliptal that worked for a whole year but made my salt levels go crazy. so she took me off that to see if i would have more falls. I did. She decided from what other people who see me fall that i have simple partial seizures. now i am on Keppra 1000mg 2x a day. just started that so i don't know if it's going to work or not. So far i have had 8 falls.
I have been working during this whole time but lately i can't seem to keep it together and focused. My employer has been very good to me but i feel it is unfair for them to have to wonder if i am focused enough to work. They need a person there FULL time. I live so far away from my job and now can't drive. I am not sure what to do with all the information i find. So far i have not found anyone with the same type of seizures that i have and i am beginning to wonder if that is what i am having.
I know i am rambling on but i feel so lost lately. Maybe it's the meds. If anyone can help me find out if there is someone that has similar seizures or advise i could sure use it.
I have been working during this whole time but lately i can't seem to keep it together and focused. My employer has been very good to me but i feel it is unfair for them to have to wonder if i am focused enough to work. They need a person there FULL time. I live so far away from my job and now can't drive. I am not sure what to do with all the information i find. So far i have not found anyone with the same type of seizures that i have and i am beginning to wonder if that is what i am having.
I know i am rambling on but i feel so lost lately. Maybe it's the meds. If anyone can help me find out if there is someone that has similar seizures or advise i could sure use it.