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Hello all. I am so happy there is a site like this available! I am hoping someone can help out here.

I am in a post-ictal state right now. I had a brain bleed and surgery in 03 after onset of TC seizures and an MRI showing a cavernous angioma in my occipital lobe. I continued to have full blown seizures until 07. I still have migraines every month with vision loss due to the surgery.

Something strange has started happening and my Neurologist dismissed it as nothing. Last week, I was perfectly fine at home when I felt the horrible wave of adrenaline and "locking up" that comes before a seizure. I have panic attacks and this was different. I can always talk myself out of a panic attack. Both of my arms went numb and my tongue had the electric shock some people on here have posted about.

I couldn't talk to call 911. It was strange. I didn't even reach for my phone and ran out to the hallway in my apartment complex. I eventually started screaming help for anyone and my neighbor came out and called 911. I couldn't tell paramedics my allergies, the day of the week, but had calmed down so much I refused to go to the hospital. I was humiliated and thought maybe it was a panic attack after all. Major headache after plus a feeling of not being on planet earth.

Unfortunately, I was at work today and this time was mid sentence when it happened again. The room entirely changed perspective on me and I could NOT speak at all. The electric jolt came back and I stood up and walked to another room but I don't know why I did that. My arms were both numb again. I didn't know where I was or where to walk but I started walking because I couldn't talk. Lasted about 20 seconds. I was thirsty after and the headache came back in the same spot again. 4 days inbetween.

My Neuro has me on 3,000mg Keppra XR and 200mg Topamax daily. It took from 03 to 07 to find this combo to stop the full blown seizures I used to get. He said he can not up my dose again or check levels. I think he thinks I am faking at this point but this is scaring me badly. The headache and exhaustion make me think it is something more than panic. Has anyone else ever had these symptoms? I am also trying to hide this from my employer. Thank you!
 
Hi Tiredmom, welcome to CWE!

He said he can not up my dose again or check levels. I think he thinks I am faking at this point but this is scaring me badly.
Okay, here's your first problem -- you need a new neurologist, ASAP. You have a cavernous angioma, a history of seizures, and you require two anti-seizure drugs to control your symptoms. And your neurologist thinks you are faking?

Any time there's a change or escalation in neurological symptoms, they need to be taken seriously. It could be an indication that you've developed a tolerance to your medication, or that something else has changed in your brain. Your latest symptoms sound like simple and complex partial seizures, but it's best that you get checked out by a competent and caring neurologist who can discuss what the next treatment steps might be.
 
I agree. I live in a very small town but will try to find someone else. He has been my only one and I am without insurance currently until it kicks in at this new job. There is 1 hospital within a 30 mile radius where I live. It's no mans land here lol. I am humiliated still and hiding from my neighbors. I was screaming help pretty loud I guess :(
 
:hugs: Please don't feel humiliated, and don't waste any time worrying about what the neighbors think. Sometime when you're feeling better you can thank them for calling 911 and have a chat with them about the health issues you are facing right now. I hope you can find another neuro to help you soon. What's the next closest option?
 
hi tiredmom! OMG nak's so right- you'll see a lot of stories on here regarding these type of reactions from neurologists (and i use that word loosely) and it just plain sucks :(

worrying about hiding your condition from employers, or what your neighbours think is just extra stress you don't need right now. if your neighbours have any amount of empathy at all, they should be fine- it was probably a shock for them, and i doubt very much they'll ostracise you for it, they're more likely worried about you.

a little thankyou and brief explaination about the E goes a long way ;)

i understand the whole insurance thing is another stress as well, we don't have to endure over the pond, but you've got to make those docs see how serious you think this is- and don't stop till you find one that listens.

have a :hugs: from me too :)
 
I don't know who to go to next since I have no insurance still. I am waiting to see if I have a full blown seizure but the strange thing is these partial ones started as soon as I started getting my neck adjusted at work. It happened again yesterday while I was just sitting at the desk. I had someone in front of me trying to pay and I just felt a jolt and zoned out. I am aware and conscious but could not talk to her at all.

I know I need an EEG and I need it while this is happening which is rare to catch. I am also supposed to have yearly MRIs which hasn't happened due to no insurance. I do have another AVM in the frontal lobe that is very small. My Neurosurgeon won't even see me without insurance which I believe to be absolutely crazy. I can't even pay him out of pocket for help which is why I have turned to the internet. Thanks for all your advice.
 
these partial ones started as soon as I started getting my neck adjusted at work.
Do you mean adjusted as in by a chiropractor or p.t.? They might have stressed a nerve during the process that is triggering the partials.
 
Hi Tiredmom,

Please get a good nights sleep, it works miracles, for the weary and tired!! :)

Similar thing happened to me at work, my new manager from far away came for a visit, and as i was showing him around and explaining the different equipment i take care of, I all of a sudden I could not complete my sentence. I'm here trying to get the words out, but my mouth was not cooperating. Doh. Well i had to sit down for a few minutes before i finally got myself back to normal. It was not a big seizure, but still it was one that went to my arm then subsided. That was the first time i could remember that my voice also gets affected. Normally when i feel a seizure is about to come on, i'll go hide if possible. :) Although my seizures for the last year and a half have been all early morning seizures, except for one of them. I credit it to the medicine i've been on since. I use to have them at any time during the day, even got into a accident on a busy freeway and that was one of the rare grand mals i had. So i'm totally happy they are coming in the mornings.

Zolt
 
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