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Hi All from Canada

On August 3,2008 I had my first seizure (that I was aware of), and it was a Grand Mal. Of course I scared the heck out of everybody around me, as this has just never happened before. There is epilepsy in our family.

For as long as I can remember, I've had problems with vertigo, dizzy spells, the sensation I'm moving, extremely bad insomnia (been out to sleep disorder's clinic twice to no avail), depression and anxiety. All of this due to sleep deprivation, or so I thought. I've had issues with tunnel vision from time to time, the feeling someone is pulling the rug out from beneath my feet, sudden onsets of emotions and sweating, etc. Black spots in front of my eyes for no reason at all, minute periods of black out, forgetting. Again my doctors and I put it down to sleep deprivation. I lost my driver's license several years back for 3 years as I found myself driving into oncoming traffic, and not sure how I got there. I've also had issues with driving, and I tend to "feel extremely spaced out and not in tune" with my vehicle, always questioning my judgment. Almost fearful. I did have my driver's license re-instated two years ago, only to loose it again when I had this grand mal seizure...... The hard thing for me was coping while feeling this way everyday and carrying on like all was fine with me when around family and friends, when in actuality my brain was creating havoc with me. I know I'm forgetting to mention several important factors here, but just can't think that clearly this morning.

I must be coming across as one nut case here, but honestly I"m not. I'm retired now, but held down a responsible job for 30 years.

In any event, after having my grand mal a few weeks ago, my family practitioner sent me to see a Neurologist who quickly diagnosed me with having on-going "seizure activity", and put me anti seizure medications...500 mg. of divalproxex 2x/daily. I was in denial for 10 days, didn't take the medication, but was feeling so rough that I started taking it about a week or so ago. And guess what.....my sleep has improved 70-80%, my dizzy spells are clearing up, my head is clearer, and most other symptoms I suffered with for 35 years seem to be improving.

I guess my question is:

Are there any folks on here who have been diagnosed with having on-going seizure activity, and if so were you put on medication? Is there such a thing as seizure activity that just keeps on going.......I feel like the Energizer Bunny here.

Any other input would be appreciated.

Deb
 
Hi Deb! Welcome to CWE. :) We're a pretty friendly group here, so feel free to ask questions, vent, or just chime in. :) As to your question....yes, there are other people who have been diagnosed with on-going seizure activity as adults. And yes, they've been prescribed medication. :) Actually, the goal of the medicine is to stop the seizure activity. But sometimes, that can be hard or take a long time because sometimes peple have to try more then one med to find what works for them. I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better...and sleeping better. :) You might want to start keeping a journal to see if you can figure out what triggers these odd feelings/tunnel vision, etc. Just write down how many hours of sleep you get each night, as well as what you eat and drink every day and how much, and any stress that you might be under. :) Then, note if you have any of the old odd feelings. You might find that lack of sleep is a major trigger for you (it is for many of us). Or maybe it's too much coffee. :) The thing is, the journal will give you and your doctor more information. And information never hurt.
 
Hi Deb

Welcome to CWE

I joined the forum a couple of months ago and have found everyone to be very friendly, encouraging, supportive and knowledgable, afterall at the end of the day we are all in the same boat.

I am 30 years old and have had several absence seizures (small blackouts) just about everyday for 20 years, I also get some of the symptoms that you have mentioned, such as dizziness, anxiety and insomnia being the worst, my meds make me tired mid afternoon but at night I don't feel tired and therefore do not get nearly enough sleep, then sleep deprivation causes my seizures, it goes around in a vicious circle.

Like Skillefer said it will help if you can learn your triggers so that you can avoid putting yourself into certain siutations, but it can be quite difficult identifying them which is where a journal is good (I have just started mine), even after 20 years I am still learning mine.

Take Care

Kim
 
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There are so many types of seizures, medications or treatments. This disability is incredibly complicated.

We suddenly get thrown a hard lesson on what it is and how it feels like to have epilepsy. People who try to understand it with us are probably the most sincere people we'll ever encounter. They are our true friends. It takes an incredible amount of patience on our part to wait until others understand it. I've encountered bigots who turned around and became my best friends. What a switch! I've encountered friends who stayed away from me after they knew. I knew one family who kept their kids away from me during a seizure. Ironically, one of those kids has encountered a neurological disorder. Our world can get turned upside down.

Stress management is a really important key to managing the dramatic switches we go through. We can put forth 200% effort to try to control epilepsy and it just rears its ugly head at us and laughs. That leads to frustration, and frustration leads to long term stress. Then stress takes its toll again.

I exercise with my dog who doesn't care about my E. We walk a lot. It really helps my stress. I've been driving for a few years now, but I didn't do that for a really, really long time. You never go anywhere alone when you don't drive. Independence is good, but it can be a state of mind as well.
 
Hi Deb, welcome to a great place to come to discuss epilepsy. I'm new here too, and have found that I'm not alone in many of the problems that I've been having with my epilepsy. Everyone that I have met here try their best to answer the questions that people have, and help everyone work through the many difficulties that they may be facing. If they don't already know the answer, they will help you try to figure it out.
 
Wow, I can see I'm with a great bunch of folks here on this forum.

Went to my family doctor today to go over the Neurologist's report......

Neurologist says "Epilepsy" with vague history of seizure activity. Vague meaning that there is nothing else on my file with regards to any previous seizure activity, and just my on-going 30 year complaints of brain fog, vertigo, clonic jerks, minute episodes of confusion, some tunnel vision, major insomnia, and hey to add to the mix I was told today I had high cholesteral. (it is manageable with meds).

I can't believe that I went through 30 years of taking every anti-depressant and benzodiazapine known to mankind, just about lost my mind when I hit "tolerance" and was forced into a tapering and weaning. Docs were treating me for depression and anxiety, and I guess I can see why.The process of weaning off the meds took me 3 1/2 years, they are EVIL DRUGS to wean off of. I guess Doctors treat the symptoms far too often, and this Grand Mal I had took them off into another direction.

All I can hope is that within time I start to feel better on the Divalproex and more of my annoying and dehabilitating symptoms disappear.

Thanks for your input guys.

Deb
 
Welcome to our home Deb.

Come on in and relax for awhile. Have a seat, put your feet up, and enjoy the new friends you have found. I see several have already posted to you.

This is a good place to learn about epilepsy and all that goes with it. Please don't hesitate to ask questions. We all have them. I have had E for 27 years. This site has been the most supportive place I have found in all those years.

Don't ever feel like your symptoms are different. Epilepsy shows up in so many ways since the term actually covers a range of issues linked together by seizures.

Best of luck and hope to see you around.

:cheers:
 
Hi Deb -

I don't have Epilepsy but my daughter did and my granddaughter does. I have been dealing with E for 20 years and I actually have learned so much from this forum. I know that you will feel the same way.
 
Heyyyy (:
im new to the forum too, evryones been really nice and welcolmed me, looking through forums and posts has alreafy relayy helped me, especially when im feeling low, theres always someone here if you need to talk! xx
 
Hi and welcome

to CWE! I see that you've already found out what a wonderful place this is to be! Mr B (Bernard) has built us an AWESOME home here........ and you're already making plenty of friends!!

I see Buckeye's already stopped by with coffee....Mmmm...

I'm sorry you've had such a rough go of it. And, I'm quite sure it was quite a shock to you. But, we'll help you find your answers, or direct you to them if we don't know them.......

Robin DOES have a good point about nutrition, though. You might want to go do some looking around in the library. You wouldn't believe the difference that nutrition makes for us E patients. Unreal........

And if you're looking for some relaxation, go check out Speber's Auditorium... he's got some really GOOD music in there......

Nice to meet ya!:pfft:

Toodles!

Meetz
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Hi Deb, welcome to the forum. :hello:

Most people don't realize that there are many types of seizures (not just grand mal/tonic clonics). Many people have EEG tests that record "epileptiform activity" that, while not technically a seizure, is abnormal and indicative of a seizure condition.
 
Medication talk

Well I went to my doctor yesterday as I was experiencing a lot of nausea, inner trembling, headaces, the usual side affects from the Divalproex. This was after being on the meds 7 days. I was prescribed 500 mg/ 2x daily after having my Grand Mal seizure earlier this month. She ordered blood work, and cut my prescription to half the dosage until we get the results...and take it from there.

One symptom I'm concerned about is this band of pain around the back of my head, it is quite intense. Can anybody tell me anything about this, should I be concerned, will it go away after titration of the meds It does seem to come and go, and I continue to have the sensation that I'm moving, this comes on several times a day. Sometimes up to 10 times/hr.

I'm also wondering if Robin would be able to put a list of "good and bad" foods up for our newcomer's....just so we can avoid some of the obvious ones like coffee. Or is it just that simple...I realize it will be different for each one of us as to what may trigger a seizure.

Another question I have is: I have been put on this medication after having one Grand Mal seizure, and complaining about being dizzy, lightheaded, having tremendous brain fog, small clonic jerks. If all of the complaints I had before the seizure do not go away while on the meds, do you think I should be concerned about being on these meds after having just one seizure.

Thanks to all of you. I appreciate your responses very much.

Hope you can figure out what I'm trying to say.:roflmao::roflmao: LOL

Deb
 
Hello, Deb:
My name is Ann. May I ask how many medicines are you taking & did you mention the pain at the back of your head to your M.D.? Please take care, Deb.
Best Regards, Ann
 
I'm also wondering if Robin would be able to put a list of "good and bad" foods up for our newcomer's....just so we can avoid some of the obvious ones like coffee. Or is it just that simple...I realize it will be different for each one of us as to what may trigger a seizure.

I want to make it clear here...
I am NOT a nutritionist. I am a MOM that is trying to return her 16 yr old daughter back to a state of health. The information that is on this site is due to HOURS of research. There was no one available to me when I stepped on this crazy roller coaster, and now I share my research with all of you. I make an honest attempt to only find medically responsible sites and information. I suggest you all read what you can, and find what works for YOU. What I have found to work for my daughter isn't for everyone. I can only share what I know though, and I hope that you accept it with open minds.


Another question I have is: I have been put on this medication after having one Grand Mal seizure, and complaining about being dizzy, lightheaded, having tremendous brain fog, small clonic jerks. If all of the complaints I had before the seizure do not go away while on the meds, do you think I should be concerned about being on these meds after having just one seizure.

From what I have learned... I personally would question any doctor (A LOT) on putting me on medication after one seizure. Now from what I know, I would have been more aggressive with nutritional changes, and tackling it from a Bio-Med approach.

Your body is trying to tell you something. You have to listen and learn.
 
Hi Ann

Thanks for getting back to me. I did mention the headace to my doctor, but just as that..."I'm having headaces". Didn't specifically mention that band.

The only other medication I take is an antihistamine called Atarax...100 mg./nightly for sleep.

Thanks

Deb
 
Robin

No problem, I totally respect what you say here. I read somewhere here on the forum that you were the "nutritionist"....don't even know where I've done so much reading. Thus why I asked you.

Thanks for your opinion Robin with respect to the meds, I was thinking along the same lines. Think I will challenge my family doctor when I see her on the 16th.

Deb
 
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Yes, I too have read that I am the "nutrition guru"... but that is so very far from the truth. I am a professional artist and wish I did not have to attend the University of Google. I am glad that you did not take that "News Flash" personal. It wasn't meant to be.

I hope what you find in the library on the nutritional shelves to be of interest. There is some great reading.

Also... you might check out www.dogtorj.com
He has a section on Epilepsy which is quite informative. It is where I began my journey.
He also has lists of foods that would be off limits if you were to follow his advice.
Which we have been working hard to do.
 
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