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I found out about the death of a college girlfriend a few weeks ago. She was the only woman I treated horribly in my life. I really came off as a manipulator and I found out about her death in one of my searches for her. I always wanted to set the record straight, long time but it never made me feel good.
Okay now the odd part. So her death has been weighing heavy on my heart and soul for a few weeks and what I am going to share is the kind of stuff I just have a hard time believing in. I woke up 2 days ago and like every morning I hit the snooze once. Between the first and second alarm I felt a presence. I was embraced by some one, kinda like spooning and the movie Ghost. It was like she was with me and I mean exactly like it because well we did that enough times that after 2 decades I still know it. It felt like her embrace and the entire day I felt comforted in a way you can get by that type of closeness.
Well maybe I am just losing it, like I said it was odd.........
Okay now the odd part. So her death has been weighing heavy on my heart and soul for a few weeks and what I am going to share is the kind of stuff I just have a hard time believing in. I woke up 2 days ago and like every morning I hit the snooze once. Between the first and second alarm I felt a presence. I was embraced by some one, kinda like spooning and the movie Ghost. It was like she was with me and I mean exactly like it because well we did that enough times that after 2 decades I still know it. It felt like her embrace and the entire day I felt comforted in a way you can get by that type of closeness.
Well maybe I am just losing it, like I said it was odd.........