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Hello all 
I haven't been on here for sometime but am getting very worried about my mind in general.
I call my brain at present brain-dead because I find it very hard to think of things/concentrate and finding new challenges at work difficult, even though I know they are simple tasks. Even thinking of words (even for talking), spelling etc is hard. Plus tired. I am getting worried it could be down to the tablets I am on. I've been on Lamotrigine (200mg) since 2009 and Citalopram (20mg) for 10 years, though more like 8 and half because I came off them for a year and bit but put back on them when developed epilepsy out of the blue in 2009. I haven't had a Tonic Clonic seizure since 2009. Luckily for me they found the correct tablet, Lamotrigine nearly straight away which has prevented me from having them. I still get the odd aura (simple partial seizure).
Has anyone else developed mind failure whilst on tablets?
I am also thinking it could be down to a mixture of things i.e. past serious depression, anxiety since I can remember, worrying, epileptic. Maybe even hormones. I have no idea but getting concerned and appears that the hospital I attend has forgotten about me. Grrh!!! People may say come off the tablets but its easier said than done. If I forget to take my Citalopram at a certain time of day, boy my body tells me. Do other people get the same feeling? I am frightened/terrified that coming off or reducing my tablets will trigger off my epileptic Tonic Clonic seizures again. They were horrible.
I also suffered Psychosis after one fit. Think that's the correct name.
Sorry I seem to be going on. Any reassurance/advice will be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
Debbie

I haven't been on here for sometime but am getting very worried about my mind in general.

Has anyone else developed mind failure whilst on tablets?
I am also thinking it could be down to a mixture of things i.e. past serious depression, anxiety since I can remember, worrying, epileptic. Maybe even hormones. I have no idea but getting concerned and appears that the hospital I attend has forgotten about me. Grrh!!! People may say come off the tablets but its easier said than done. If I forget to take my Citalopram at a certain time of day, boy my body tells me. Do other people get the same feeling? I am frightened/terrified that coming off or reducing my tablets will trigger off my epileptic Tonic Clonic seizures again. They were horrible.

Sorry I seem to be going on. Any reassurance/advice will be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
Debbie
