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A tidal wave.
Crashing down around my perfect shield.
It's falling, falling to pieces, shattering.
The anger fills me first.
Causes me to scream and shout.
You get angry and scream back.
Then I break down into tears, crying hysterically.
You just glare at me.
Then I glare back and rush to my room.
Shortly after I feel depressed.
Wanting to cut for some relief.
I know better.
Sometimes I don't, other times I do.
Then I turn on tv.
Watch my favorite show.
Cheer up.
Even laugh.
This is my cycle of emotions.
I go through them every day.
You act like I'm being stupid.
I try to fight them off more.
Emotions.
Anger.
Sadness.
Depression.
Happiness.
Anger.
Sadness.
Depression.
Happiness.
Anger-Sadness-Depression-Happiness...it gets old.
When will the cycle end.
Crashing down around my perfect shield.
It's falling, falling to pieces, shattering.
The anger fills me first.
Causes me to scream and shout.
You get angry and scream back.
Then I break down into tears, crying hysterically.
You just glare at me.
Then I glare back and rush to my room.
Shortly after I feel depressed.
Wanting to cut for some relief.
I know better.
Sometimes I don't, other times I do.
Then I turn on tv.
Watch my favorite show.
Cheer up.
Even laugh.
This is my cycle of emotions.
I go through them every day.
You act like I'm being stupid.
I try to fight them off more.
Emotions.
Anger.
Sadness.
Depression.
Happiness.
Anger.
Sadness.
Depression.
Happiness.
Anger-Sadness-Depression-Happiness...it gets old.
When will the cycle end.