just to let u know i went to the doctors, he said its more risky to come off meds then stay on them and he has patients that have been on epliem and have gone on to have healthy babies, its a 1 in 50 chance for women without epliepsy to have a baby with the same proplems that im worried about and 1 in 25 with women who are on meds so i can hope that i am one of them xx